“I forgive you,” I say instead.
“Mmm,” he hums, raking me across his lap, already losing himself to his growing erection. “The only place I’ll ever disappear from now on is your ass,” he says, looking in my eyes as his hands move to unfasten the clasp on my pants.
My brows shoot to my hairline at his bold statement. I like this change in him. What’s even better is that I believe him.
“You want to fuck me tonight, baby?” I ask as he pulls my cock from the sweats I changed into with the T-shirt and begins stroking me slowly.
“More than anything,” Connor confesses, using his other hand to push on my chest. “Stand up. Let me get you out of these clothes.”
After Connor makes a quick detour to the kitchen for coconut oil—which I questioned, since I have lube, but got no answer—we make it to my bedroom. We’ve left a trail of clothes through my condo that paints the perfect picture of need. Both naked and panting, Connor places the coconut oil on the nightstand and impatiently pushes me toward the bed, making me laugh.
“Someone’s eager,” I tease, thankful to have him back.
“Oh, hotshot, you have no idea,” he says, taking charge in a way he’s never done before. “Let me tell you how this is gonna go.”
“I’d rather youshowme,” I argue, wanting to be inside his fucking skin.
“I’m going to give you the rundown so you can decide if additional prep work is necessary before I get started,” Connor says seriously, causing precum to spill from my slit. He sees it,rubs it around the head of my cock with his thumb, and gives me a wicked grin. “Because once I start, there will be no stopping,” he informs me. “First, I’m going to suck this gorgeous cock until you’re writhing beneath me and you spill your huge load into my waiting mouth. Then I’m going to tongue-fuck it into your ass and use it as lube to tease that perfect hole open until you’re begging through tears for me to fuck you. I’m going to peg your prostate repeatedly until you can’t tell whether you’re going to piss yourself or come. And only when I’m certain it wouldn’t take more than a light breeze to set you off like a rocket, will I come inside you so fucking deeply, my DNA will be in your goddamn stomach.”
I stare at him with wide eyes, my mouth hanging open.
“JesusChrist, Connor. Where thefuck didthatcome from?” I ask in total shock.
“It’s always been there; it’s just been buried beneath the shame, guilt, and fear. But you’ve helped set me free from all of that, Vox. Not even Sam’s forgiveness could eradicate my demons the way you have…and now I want to thank you, to claim you. Hell, I want to fuckingownyou.”
Well, isn’t that music to my ears?
I give him a smile that I’m confident he’ll correctly interpret as a challenge.
“Then get to work,Coach.”
Chapter 28
Connor
Vox is everything I’ve ever wanted…which makes it really easy to ignore the fact that he’s everything I’m not allowed to have.
But fuck it, I’m all in.
One taste of him and it was game over. I’ve spent enough time trying to fight this, and I’m done. The urge to claim him, toprotect him, is so strong in this moment that I know, with certainty, I’m going to fuck him. And I’m going to make it good for him.
I’d smack his ass for that arrogant attitude of his, but he’s currently sitting on it, so I go for his cock instead. Without warning or finesse, I fall face-first onto his dick as he lies across his bed. I’m assuming he’s comfortable enough to get started since he hasn’t protested about needing a shower or a minute to himself, and his time for requests just ran out.
“Connor!” Vox says, his abs flexing in response to my greedy mouth engulfing him all at once as he scoots back on the bed.
Oh, baby, it’s about to get so much more intense than this.
If I wanted to get him off as fast as possible, I’d suck hard and pull fast, using both my mouthandmy hand. As it is, I wasn’t kidding when I said I wanted him begging, close to tears, writhing beneath me.
It’s been a while, so I gag on the first pass, but I can tell Vox likes it because his fingers tighten in my hair.
“Oh, fuck yes,” he whines above me.
Relaxing my throat, I slow down and revel in the feel of him as his dick blocks my airway. I can feel the head of his cock swelling in anticipation already.
Pulling back a little, I draw in a quick breath and do it a second time.
“This isn’t going to take long if you keep doing that,” he warns.
