His hands immediately fly to the back of my head as I tease, kiss, lick, and suck. The more time I take, the more desperate he and I become until I have to have more.
“Move to the end of the bed on your knees. Face down, ass up,” I demand. Connor briefly looks like he’s going to protest, so I add, “Trust me,” at the end.
Reluctantly, he rolls over and pushes up to his knees as I settle to mine on the floor at the end of the bed. I waste no time,spreading him wide and burying my face in his ass, desperate for more of his taste before I defile it with lube and my cum.
As soon as my tongue hits his hole, he jerks forward, causing me to wrap my arms under his thighs, pulling him back onto my face.
I attack Connor like eating ass is an Olympic event, and in my opinion, no event is worth entering if you don’t plan to win.
Only when he’s writhing and on the verge of tears, do I ease up, tear open the lube packet, coating my fingers, and slowly sink my first one inside him. Pressing forward and down, I drag my finger along his prostate.
“Ahh.” His cry of pleasure causes my dick to jump, and I know I won’t be able to keep this up much longer. The more his tight heat envelops me, the more control I lose—not that I had much to begin with.
By the time I’ve worked three fingers into him, we’re both on the verge of imploding.
“Vox,please.I’mbeggingyou,” Connor whines.
“I know you are, baby. And I really fucking like it.”
Pulling my fingers free, I smack his ass and issue my next instructions. “Flip back over. I want to see your face when I spill inside you.
Connor scrambles onto his back, and I climb onto the bed after him, reaching over for two more packets of lube and a condom.
Connor grabs my wrist as I move to settle between his spread thighs.
“Maybe we don’t need the condom?” It’s a statement phrased as a question.
“If you want me to stand any chance of getting all the way inside you, we definitely need the condom.”
“I’ve seen all your medical charts. I know you’re required to get tested, and I also know you’re on PrEP, as am I.” When Idon’t jump at the chance, he begins to shut down. “I mean, that’s probably crazy, though; forget I said anything.”
Connor doesn’t understand my hesitance, and I’m afraid the truth is a bit too much, but fuck it. It’s one night. He might as well know what I’m thinking.
“Connor, it’s not that I don’t trust you, because I do. And when I say I want nothing more than to be inside you with no barriers, as close as two people can get, it’s the honest truth. But it’s not a good idea to let me have you like that because it’ll drive me mad, ruin my concentration, and distract me to the point of being dangerous. My possessive streak can be wicked and all-consuming. If allowed to run rampant, my desire for you will create very big problems for us both. Ihaveto wear a condom because I need that rubber shield to protect me from a helluva lot more than just an STD.”
Connor’s eyes narrow as the ghost of a smile dances on his lips.
“I thought you didn’t do relationships,” Connor points out.
“So did I.” I’m not stupid enough to try to define this or ask for more than tonight in this moment. Connor’s already been skittish as fuck about his attraction to me, but something is changing within me.
“And here everyone thinks you have no control.”
“I guess I do…until I don’t. And once it’s gone, it’s gone forever.”
Seeming to understand, Connor nods and lets go of my wrist, giving me a truth of his own.
“Just so you know, I’m already fucked either way, so do whatever you have to in order to preserve your peace of mind.”
I stare at him the entire time I sheath myself and coat the condom in more lube before squeezing the dregs of the packet onto my finger and running it over Connor’s hole once more.
A second later, I’m pushing inside his body. Connor Lang.My first crush. My idol. My hero. My rival. My enemy. My coach. My friend.
Connor reaches forward on a gasp, clutching my forearms.
“Breathe, baby,” I remind him, halting my progress to let him adjust.
Once his breaths grow deeper, I inch my way in until I’m flush against his body as I push his knees toward his ears.
