A shiver runs through me at the heat building in his eyes. “The guys are close. What are you doing in here?” I ask. We cannot have sex in this little tarped area. Not everyone is aware of our relationships, and I certainly don’t want them to find out this way.
“Relax Sunshine. We’re too far for them to hear us if you’re quiet. You can be a good girl and keep quiet, can’t you?” Seb steps closer, brushing his chest against my front. My nipples, already peaked from being out in the air, get harder. “I bet you’re wet already, aren’t you? Do you like the idea of me getting you off out here in the forest? Do you like knowing you have to be quiet?” He trails his fingertips down my throat, between my breasts, continuing until he reaches the apex of my thighs.
My breath quickens as he skims my folds. “What do you say, Sunshine? Want to have a little fun?” He rubs harder up and down, splitting my moist lips and finding my clit.
I suck in a quick breath, realizing I do find it exciting that we are out in nature and have to be careful. Deciding to have some fun of my own, I spread my legs wider and grasp him with a soapy hand.
Seb leans his head back with a quiet groan, eyes closing. I squeeze a little harder, pumping up and down methodically. His eyes open, searing with heat. He slips a finger inside me, using his thumb to circle my clit.
I can feel my orgasm building already. The naughtiness of this interlude is increasing my libido. Seb leans down and kisses me, keeping us both quiet. The wind rustling in the trees, the sun warming our naked skin, and our wet, soapy bodies sliding againsteach other cause tingles to spread out from my centre. Breaking from the kiss, I lean my head against his chest, with rapid breaths.
“Are you gonna come already for me, Sunshine? Someone enjoys being a bad girl. Come all over my fingers, outside with the guys close by. Where someone could wander and catch us.”
My breath hitches as my body flushes, and the first tantalizing wave rushes over me. “Seb,” I choke, burying my face near his neck, going up onto my curling toes. The orgasm is powerful, sweeping through wave after wave as Seb continues to pump his finger inside me, rubbing on that magical area while circling my clit gently.
Once my body comes back to earth, I release a relaxing, shuddering breath, realizing my hand is still wrapped around Seb, although I stopped pumping when my orgasm hit. That was an amazing release, and I want to return the favor. Dropping to my knees, I turn the water back on, rinsing my hand and Seb before taking him into my mouth.
Looking up through my lashes, I see him gazing down at me, biting his knuckles to stay quiet. I give him a wink and swallow him down, cupping and massaging his balls in one hand. He quickly swells and gets even harder. Knowing he’s close, I gently squeeze, and he shoots his hot seed into my mouth. I swallow the salty tang, lapping with my tongue until he’s spent and soft.
Releasing him from my mouth, Seb grabs me under my arms, hauling me upright for a searing kiss. “Do I have another exhibitionist on my hands, Sunshine? Do you wanna be watched? Or is it the idea of being caught? Hmm?”
“I’m not sure.” I'm feeling a little shy now that it’s over.
“Whatever you like, we’ll explore together. You know I’m open to anything.”
I lean up and kiss him before rinsing the drying soap off my body, and Seb steps outside the tarp to dry himself. Once the soap is gone, Seb holds out a towel for me to dry with. Hewatches intently as I dress, but doesn’t start another round since everyone will be waiting.
He breaks off once we’re outside the shower area as I walk back to the tent to drop off my clothes. E has bacon, eggs, and a hot tea ready for me. Eating breakfast around a campfire brings happy memories to the forefront of my mind. There’s something about eating hot food in the early morning light, breathing in the fresh air that just makes me feel content.
Early afternoon, as we’re relaxing, Bay asks me to go for a walk. I happily agree, and once we’re out of earshot, I ask what’s on his mind. “I’m not sure how to talk about this, but I think I need to,” he says, rubbing the back of his neck. He seems nervous, which isn’t like him.
“Bay, you can talk to me about anything,” I say, squeezing his hand with a smile.
He holds tight, not letting my hand go, and interlocks our fingers. “Remember when I said that the drive-in wasn’t a date?”
“Yes, of course.” Bay and I went to the drive-in last month, and we had a lot of fun. I thought he might have been asking me on a date, but Seb determined it was just as friends.
“I wanted it to be a date,” he confesses. “I’m crazy about you, Summer, but Seb has been talking about things, and I wasn’t sure if you were available or not.” His cheeks are turning a reddish-pink color I can see, despite his tan.
“Ah. Well, I can tell you I’m crazy about you too, but the situation is complicated.” So very complicated.
“How so?”
“Seb and I talked at the beginning of summer. He told me he and E were interested in a poly relationship with me and wanted to include you and Nick. The idea was overwhelming. The thoughtof moving on from Jake was, is…hard, so we decided to test the waters together quietly.”
“Seb wanted to feel you and Nick out about the idea, and I wasn’t ready for something like that, honestly. Things went well with Seb and E, and then Nick happened. He knew about the poly relationship Seb wanted and didn’t care. He and I have made out a few times, but none of us has declared relationship status, and we haven’t talked about it again since then.”
“So, you want a poly relationship with all of us?” Bay seems surprised at the news, almost shocked with his eyebrows raised and blush absent.
Breathing deeply to steady my racing heart, I need to be honest with him. “The idea is intriguing and overwhelming. I’m crushing on all four of you. I have been for a while, Bay.”
Bay looks out towards the water as we continue to walk hand in hand, seeming to contemplate his next words. The soft scuffle of our feet on the dirt road the only clear sound to focus on as my nerves rapidly rise in anticipation of his response. “I don’t know if I could share you, Summer. I always imagined a one-on-one relationship and nothing else. I want you for myself.”
This was the thing I was worried about from the beginning.Deep breaths, Summer. I can’t choose between these guys, especially now that I’ve gotten closer to Seb, E, and Nick. Naturally, I fell for all of them. Oh gosh, I’m going to end up with a bruised heart. “I’d be the luckiest girl in the world to be your girlfriend, Bay. Truly. I don’t think I can turn off my feelings for the others, though.”
He stops walking and looks at me with those aquamarine eyes and a sad smile. “Guess I should have spoken up sooner.”
Oh, my heart. It’s breaking a little, right down the middle. How can I feel this way when we haven’t ever been more than friends? In the back of my mind, I guess I thought I’d be able to have all four of them when it was so easy with the others. Feeling my eyes getting wet, I suck in a deep breath. Bay doesn’t need my tearsright now with him hurting, too. “Bay, I’m not sure that would have mattered. I wasn’t ready before. I’m slowly accepting these new feelings I have, but it’s still a struggle sometimes because of Jake and the poly lifestyle. We are keeping things simple while I try to adjust to this new dynamic. I would love you to be a part of it, but I understand how you feel.” A sob nearly escapes as I try to keep it together. “You’ll still be one of my best friends, though, right?” I ask hopefully.
