ALEX
Sadie’s carameleyes sparked with unrestrained need as she rested her hands on my shoulders and rose up on her knees. I tugged her panties to the side as she reached between us and lined me up with her sex. Our eyes locked as she slid my tip up and down her damp folds. The energy between us was electric. It was palpable. I couldn’t see the threads of intimacy stringing us together with my eyes, but I could feel them with my soul. Something different was transpiring between us tonight, something in the ether, the universe was bonding us together.
Her hips lowered down as she took all of me inside of her. I could feel her inner walls clamp down around me in erotic pulses. My balls tightened as my shaft swelled, stretching her body to its limits.
“Oh, fuck,” she breathed as I grew even larger inside of her.
I couldn’t help it. It wasn’t just how incredible her tight canal felt as it milked me, it was also the way the moonlight and stars highlighted every curve and line of her pinup body. She was soft, and full in all the right places, and lean and toned in others.
Her back arched and the motion offered up her breasts to me. My hands slid up her torso and her flesh filled my palms as I squeezed the fullness of her. Her eyes cast down, I wasn’t sure if she was looking at where our bodies met or if she was looking at my hands covering her flesh, but I took the opportunity to study her beauty.
My eyes memorized the curve of her pouty lips, the slope of her button nose, the line of her high cheekbones, the arch of her perfect brows, the creaminess of her flawless complexion. She was perfect in every single way. She radiated like an angel. An angel who was saving me from darkness.
“You are so beautiful.”
Her eyes flitted back up to mine before once again dropping as she breathed out, “So are you.”
I’d noticed a pattern that every time anyone complimented her, she flipped it back around on them. That bothered me. I wanted her to know how beautiful she was, how incredibly sexy she was, how addictive she was to me. But I knew that words were not the way to convince her.
Maybe one day they would be, but tonight I’d have to rely on other senses. I’d have to show her in my touch, in my stare, in my actions.
I flipped her over so that she was lying flat on her back. She stared up at me hovering above her and I lifted her left knee giving me the perfect angle to drive deeper inside of her.
When I filled her completely her mouth fell open in a silent gasp and her eyes shut.
“Look at me.” My command came out sounding much rougher than I’d meant it to but from the flush that rose up her fair skin and the way her sex muscles clamped down on me, I’d say that my gruffness was appreciated.
Her eyes fluttered open. I wanted her to see what I felt, since I couldn’t tell her, and I wasn’t sure she’d believe me even if I could. I needed to communicate the only other way I knew.
I began to move slowly, pulling out of her and then driving back inside of her. Her hands moved to my shoulders. She gripped on them tightly. Her nails dug into my flesh as she began to pant in shallow breaths as my tempo increased.
I could feel my own release building, but I wasn’t ready to give into it yet, even if I could get her there again. I wanted to draw this out. I wanted to make love to Sadie and I didn’t want any doubt in her mind that that’s exactly what was happening.
Leaning down, I brushed my lips along her collarbone and then began peppering kisses up her neck. Her head fell to the side giving me total access. I licked and nipped her skin between open mouth kisses.
Her hands moved up the back of my neck and her fingers threaded through my hair. Her nails scraped along my scalp as I continued thrusting in and out of her in smooth, fluid motions. Her body moved with mine, as if we were dancing a perfectly choreographed sensual waltz.
When my lips found their way up to her jaw, I moved one arm up so that I was leaning on my forearm while the other grasped her hip, keeping her from moving too fast and taking me up and over the edge before I was ready.
“Alex,” Sadie whispered as I brushed my lips along her jawline.
“Yes?”
“I love you.”
Hearing those words should have struck fear in my heart. The last thing I should want was for this incredible creature to be in love with me. But instead of scaring me, all I felt was warmth spread through me. It was a feeling that I wasn’t sure I recognized at first. Then it hit me. It felt like safety. It felt like home. It was something that I hadn’t felt in years, or maybe ever.
“Say it again,” I roughly instructed as my fingers gripped her hip tighter.
“I love you,” she whispered as I kissed her neck and her hands fisted in my hair.
“Again.”
“I love you. I love you. I love you,” she repeated.
It was selfish asking her to say those three words when I couldn’t say them back to her, but I couldn’t help myself. Every time I heard her say them I felt things that had always felt just out of my reach.
Belonging. Safety. Security. Possession.
