“Too deep? Kenedi, I’m in love with you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. It doesn’t get any deeper than that.”
I honestly didn’t know how to respond to him. I felt the same way, but for once, I was choosing Kenedi. And whatever he and Logan still had going on didn’t fit into my life.
“Can we just get to work, Sincere?”
“Fuck the work, Kenedi,” he said, swiftly pulling me from the chair and pulling me into his lap so that I was straddling him.
“You need to let me fix this because I’m never going to let you go. I refuse to lose you over some shit that I didn’t do. I should’ve told you about her, but it honestly slipped my damn mind. I don’t think about Logan’s ass at all. But you need to at least let me try to fix it.”
The puppy dog eyes he gave me were too much. I could see the sincerity in his eyes, and a part of me knew that just walking away from him was going to be harder than I gave what we had credit for.
“I don’t know, Sincere. You need to work on fixing it, then we can go from there. But for now, I have to do what’s best for me and my sanity.”
“I’m what’s best for you.”
“And how do you know that?”
“Because you’re what’s best for me,” he said, pulling my face down and connecting his lips with mine.
As our tongues wrestled with each other, I could feel my pussy juices leaking from my panties and wetting my pants. Thankfully, I kept a spare change of clothes because I was definitely going to need them when I got back to my office.
“You can’t just walk away from what we have, Kenedi,” he said, breaking our kiss.
“But I want to,” I moaned against his lips as his fingers found their way into my panties and began massaging my clit.
“I’m not going to let you.”
Reconnecting our lips, our tongues went back to wrestling with each other. As much as I wanted to pull away from him and tell him that I was officially done with him, I couldn’t. I loved this man, and even though I kept trying to convince myself otherwise, he loved me, too. I could feel his love for me in everything he did and the way he touched me.
“Sincere, we have to stop. I don’t want people around here talking,” I said, coming up for air.
“I don’t give a fuck about what they say. When we get married, they’re really going to know something,” he said, pulling my panties down as he reached down to undo his zipper and free his dick from his boxers.
The way he said it had so much finality. It was as though he was telling me that there was no out for us. He had plans for us, and I needed to get on board with them, apparently.
“Sincere,” I moaned when he slid his dick inside of me.
“Yeah, babe?” He asked, gripping my hips and winding them on his dick. The feeling was so damn good that I couldn’t do a damn thing but sit there and let him take control of my body.
“Um, go harder, baby,” I said, dropping my head into the crook of his neck to stifle my moans. There was no way I’d be able to continue working here if I knew that people could hear me moaning in the boss’s office.
“Let that shit go so we can get back to work, ma,” he said, biting on my neck as he sped up the space and repeatedly smacked my G-spot over and over.
“Fuck, I’m coming, baby,” I said, as my body began to shake. Tightening his grip around me, he held on tight as his dick began pulsating inside of me.
“I love the fuck out of you, Kenedi,” he said once we both came down from our high.
“I love you, too, Sincere. But you need to fix this. I’m not dealing with Logan’s bullshit for the rest of my life.”
“It’s already handled,” he said, kissing my lips before lifting me so that we could both go into the bathroom in his office.
“We need to make up our dinner tonight,” he said, wrapping his arms around me from behind.
“That’s fine. I have a meeting after work, but I should be done by about six,” I said, knowing I should’ve given him more details about who the meeting was with. But I felt like that would cause more damage than necessary, so I chose not to. Besides, he didn’t have a damn thing to worry about.
As I satat the table waiting for Ray to show up, I grew even more agitated. How in the hell he invited me to talk and was late was beyond me. It was just another sign that he truly thought that the sun rose and set on his trifling ass.
“I’m sorry I’m late, practice ran over. You look beautiful,” Ray said, coming from behind me and kissing my cheek. I couldn’t shove his ass away fast enough.
