“I could eat, I guess. I really just want to shower and lay down. My body was already sore as hell, so getting into that fight just made things even worse.”
“Alright, I got you,” he said, hopping on the freeway in the opposite direction of my parents’ house. I guessed I was staying at his house for the night.
When we pulled into his driveway, I wasn’t surprised to see my car there. I was sure that he’d already made sure Zaveah’s got to where it needed to be, too.
“I thought you were sore and needed to rest,” Sincere said, laughing as my hands found their way into his boxers.
“I need help falling asleep,” I said, pulling his dick out and immediately covering it with my mouth.
As his hands found their way into my hair, I knew he wasn’t going to put up a fight. I did need to rest, but my bodycraved him whenever we were around each other, and I knew a couple of good orgasms would have me sleeping like a baby and forgetting about everything that happened today with Logan.
“Fuck, suck that shit just like that,” he moaned as I felt his vein thickening against my tongue. It didn’t take too much longer before he was shooting his seeds down my throat. Once I made sure that I had sucked him dry, I slid my panties off and hopped on top of him.
Getting up on the balls of my feet, I began rocking back and forth on his dick. Placing my hands on his chest for leverage, I began to bounce up and down and moaned his name as he filled me up. Bending down, I connected my lips with his and sloppily kissed him.
“Shit, I think I love you,” I moaned as my body began to shake from the orgasm ripping through me. Once I came down from my high, he flipped me on my back and kissed my lips.
“Say that again,” he said, sliding his dick back inside of me and sucking on my neck.
“I think I love you,” I said, barely above a whisper.
I was afraid that my confession was going to scare him off, and I didn’t want that. He didn’t have to say it back, but it was the truth about how I felt. I had fallen in love with him, and I never wanted to let go of the feeling.
“You think, or you know?” He asked, turning my head to face him while he still slid his dick in and out of my pussy.
“I know. I love you, Sincere,” I said, feeling the tear roll down the side of my face.
“I love you, too, Kenedi,” he said, kissing the tear away.
Instead of spending the entire night making love, we came together and snuggled up. My body was sore and relaxed at the same time. I felt at peace lying on his chest, and I wished we could stay like that for the rest of our lives. But that wasn’treality. So, it would have to do until it was time to go to work in the morning.
As I got up to use the bathroom, I checked my phone. I had a couple of missed calls and messages from Zaveah, which I expected. Unfortunately, I had one from Ray’s ass, too. You would’ve thought that by now he would’ve gotten the message that I was never going to give him another chance. But, nope, when he said he was never letting up from me, I feared he meant that shit with his chest.
RAY:
I need to see you, Ken. Please just come talk to me, it’s about something important. It’s a life-or-death matter.
ME:
Life or death? Whose life?
RAY:
Just meet me at our spot in a few days when I’m back in town for dinner.
ME:
I’ll think about it.
Normally, I wouldn’t have paid his ass any attention, but when people started talking about life or death, I knew that I needed to hear what they had to say. In my heart, I felt like his ass was up to some bullshit, but the curious part of me couldn’t just let what he said fall to the side. What if he really had something that he needed to tell me? Either way, I guessed I would find out in a few days.
TWELVE
SINCERE
As I droveto the other side of town, I thought about Kenedi and how she came into my life and shifted shit around without even really trying to do so. I was sure that when she barged her way into my business, stealing my heart along with a job wasn’t the plan, but that was exactly what she did. She had a nigga thinking about buying her a ring and everything, and that shit scared me. It wasn’t that I wasn’t ready for marriage and kids, it was that I wasn’t sure if I could be the nigga she really needed.
When she looked at me, she only saw Sincere Hill, the record executive with a dangerous past. But there was so much more to me, and that dangerous past was still part of my present and future. While most men were ready to settle down and get out of the game, that wasn’t the plan for me. I knew that I would eventually wash my hands of everything, but I had a number in my head that I had to hit before that even became a possibility for me to truly consider.
