Start a list of what kind of job I want to do for the rest of my life.
Research them
Narrow them down
See how to jump in
Tread carefully around Adam
Pop a kid out in 19 weeks
I stare at the jumbled mess of a list, but it does jumpstart my motivation. I want tolive, not just sit here and watch every day pass me by.
Whenever Adam gets back, I’ll talk to him about the phone situation. Lex had one for me when I moved here, but I didn’t want the connection to anything. My laptop was enough, but now it’s time to join the real world.
At some point, after writing a million random ideas and thoughts in the notebook, I fall asleep on the couch.
I don’t hear Adam come in, and I certainly don’t see him read all of my deepest thoughts that I left out in the open like a schoolgirl.
I’ll just chalk it up to my second trimester and having no clue how to navigate life anymore. I hope he doesn’t judge me too hard.
Chapter 27
Adam
The job I had to do was to talk to Woodcroft about how we could help Claire more.
