Page 80 of So This Is Love


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The feelof Reid’s fingers twitching around my breast woke me. I slowly opened up my eyes to see his loft lit up by soft morning light. It felt early. I wouldn’t know for sure until I checked my phone.

Reid mumbled something in his sleep behind me and his hand on my breast twitched again. One of his legs shifted, making me realize it was between mine, and his pelvis nestled closer to my backside. We were both naked. So there wasn’t any hiding how hard he was pressed to my tailbone.

I couldn’t stop my smile. I wouldn’t mind waking up like this for the rest of my life. With him clinging to me or my cheek pressed to Roe’s chest or to sweet kisses along my skin from Wyatt.

I ran my nails lightly over Reid’s hand on my breast. I outlined a little heart he had tattooed above his thumb that was similar to the one below Wyatt’s hip. Seeing his tattoos reminded me of the big guardian angel on his back.

“What are you thinking about?” he said with that deep, relaxed voice you get after just waking up.

“I think, instead of having a guardian angel, I was sent you three.”

He kissed the back of my shoulder.

I laced my fingers with his. “Thank you for taking me to Bram—for getting me out of that house.” I smiled. “Thank you for being an asshole.”

He didn’t move for a moment before he pushed himself up onto his elbow and pulled his hand from mine to grasp my chin. He gently turned my face so we could meet each other’s eyes. We didn’t mask what we were thinking or feeling. We stared, letting each other see completely unguarded. His expression was soft and through his whiskey eyes I could see how much I meant to him. In that moment, I felt important to him.

He leaned down, kissing me. It wasn’t rushed. Neither was his hand as he lifted my leg and slid himself between my thighs, rocking his cock along my pussy with slow torturous strokes until neither of us could take it anymore. He pushed himself inside me, making me moan into his mouth. In and out he moved while continuing to kiss me. It was like he was trying to show me something without saying it. Even though he was different and he felt different, the feeling I got from him in that moment was like what I felt when Roe made love to me.

He abruptly stopped. Every inch of him as still as a statue.

I reached up and touched the side of his face. “What’s wrong?”

“I’m not wearing a condom,” he said.

Oh.“I’m clean.”

“Not what I was worried about.”

“Can’t you just pull out?—?”

He cursed. “Are you ready to have my baby? Because that’s what we’re risking if we use that method.”

My mouth dropped open slightly as the wordsmy babyrang on repeat in my head. The possessiveness sewn into that question made my brain short-circuit for a second. “I meant canyou pull out and put one on. And no, I’m not ready to haveyourbaby. Or Roe’s. Or Wyatt’s.”

He pulled out of me. “I’m not ready, either.”

As he reached into his nightstand, I rolled onto my stomach. “Is that what you see in the future? Having a family with me?”

He rolled the condom on and climbed above me on all fours. I felt him press his mouth between my shoulder blades as he straddled the backs of my thighs. “I told you that I don’t let people who are temporary into my space.”

I smiled happily into the pillow so he wouldn’t see.

His hands grabbed me by the hips, lifting slightly as he pushed back inside me. I moaned while he grunted out a curse. “You’re even tighter like this.”

Moving inside me, he leaned over me with his hand resting on the bed by my head. He kissed and nipped along my shoulder and neck. He took me like that until I was moaning loudly into the pillow as I came.

His thrusts became shorter, deeper, harder as I squeezed around him. I watched his hand fist the pillow as he got close to his own climax. With one last deep slam into me, he grunted. He held himself buried all the way inside me, the tip of him kissing my cervix, as he came into the condom.

Reid stayed like that for a moment as he caught his breath. It was all that could be heard in the loft until a very familiar voice said, “What would you rate this compared to last time, Roe?”

Reid let out an annoyed sigh. “I clearly made a mistake giving you two keys to my place.” Then he pulled out. Before he climbed off me, he grabbed the sheet on his bed and covered me up.

As I rolled over and sat up, I covered myself up to my breasts as if my other two boyfriends hadn’t already seen me naked before. Roe and Wyatt were standing at the foot of the bed like they had the last time I’d slept over here.

“What do you think is going to happen when we move in together?” Wyatt asked.

Reid didn’t respond as he removed the condom, got up, and walked to the bathroom naked.