Finished licking me off of him, he leaned back to reach into his nightstand drawer. As he returned to me, I saw that he’d retrieved a condom. I watched as he sat back on his haunches between my legs and rolled it on.
It was then that I got a good look at Roe’s size. He was more endowed than the first guy I had been with. When Roe crawled back over me, I put my hand on his chest again. “Roe.”
He smiled. “Yes, Lottie?”
“The first guy I was with was a lot smaller than you. As you proceed, please be mindful that I’ve never had something of your size inside me before.”
His smile twitched like he was trying not to laugh. “I promise to be mindful of that.” He grabbed the back of one of my knees,lifting it higher and spreading me open wider as he eased his cock inside me very slowly.
I stretched around him as he went deeper and deeper until he was fully sheathed.
He exhaled heavily, like he had been holding his breath, and cursed. “I hope you know you’re not going home anytime soon.” He grabbed the back of my other knee. “I’m going to need you more than once, Lottie.” Pushing my bent legs up farther and wider apart, he stared down at where we were connected and withdrew. He groaned at the sight. Then his eyes traveled up, taking in all of me naked beneath him. “I’ve wanted you for so long. This almost doesn’t feel real.”
I reached for him. “It’s real.”
He released one of my legs so he could hold himself over me. Even in this intimate haze we were slipping into, he was being careful with my still-sore body. Once he was close enough, I framed his face with my hands before bringing his mouth to mine. We kissed slowly, passionately, and didn’t stop even as he moved in and out of me at a languid pace.
We were so connected in that moment, I also wondered if it was all a dream.
Each roll of his hips ground us together. The build to release was slow and excruciatingly good to the point that tears leaked out of my eyes.
“I’m coming,” I said against his mouth. He swallowed each word and then my moans as I came. My core contracted around him tightly, making him groan, and the pace of his thrusts sped up until his own release hit him.
He pulled away just enough to meet my eyes. He lowered one of my legs until my foot touched the mattress, then brought that hand up to swipe away a trail of my tears.
“You’re mine,” he said. It wasn’t a question this time.
“Yes, but I think I’m also theirs.” I didn’t have to say who.
“I can only share you with them. No one else.”
“I can’t share you with anyone else.” It wasn’t fair, but I just couldn’t.
“There will never be anyone else,” he said before kissing me over my heart. Then he moved down to my nipple. He sucked it into his mouth and made me shudder as he tugged on it with his teeth.
“I want to have you again,” he said against my skin.
I shifted my hips, moving myself on him and making him groan; he had yet to pull out of me. I rolled my hips again as I snaked my fingers into his hair. “Then have me again.”
Chapter Thirteen
We didn’t just havesex one more time. We made love for hours until we were sated, worn out, and we fell asleep.
It was dark out when there was pounding on Roe’s bedroom door.
“Roe!” Noble called out from the other side.
“Yeah?” Roe asked as he sat up, rubbing his face.
“Is Charlotte in there with you?”
Roe glanced down at me, completely naked and curled up against him. He tucked some of my wild hair behind my ear. “Yes.”
Noble sighed on the other side of the door. “Send her out. Bram’s here.”
I shot up and we both jumped out of bed. We got dressed very quickly.
“Might be best if you stay in here,” I said.