I closed my eyes, submerging my face under the water, and enjoyed the ride. Giving up to this utmost pleasure. Letting my mind rest as my body was being ravished by the most beautiful creature I’d ever seen.
You’re lying to yourself.
My eyes popped open, and I flinched, almost breaking the connection of my body and Zava’s.
One hand left mine, and his arm supported my neck in a flash. “Are you all right? Am I hurting you?”
I shook my head. “It’s Damien.”
Zava’s eyes widened, and his head whipped right and left. “Is he here?”
“No. He doesn’t know where I am. If he did, he wouldn’t be whispering manipulative shit.”
He lifted my head gently and rested his forehead against mine, his eyes beseeching me. “Do not listen to him. I beg you.”
“I won’t.” Not anymore. Not when I finally could have what I’d always yearned for and get to enjoy the feeling. Without having to tumble anything down. Without a war. Without losing myself, heart and soul.
What about our love, darling? What about the kind of pleasure only I could give you? What about all the darkness inside you that could never be contained?
“Thank you for your concern, but that’s my problem, Damien. I’ll handle it.”
You want to stay true to your nature? You are not complete without me, my queen. Your kingdom will always call for you. I will always call for you. How long do you think you can silence us? How long before you get bored and come back?
I swallowed. It was no surprise Damien would never give me my peace. He’d always be whispering in my ears, seducing me back, trying everything to ruin my life so I would have no choice but give up and crawl back to his false sanctuary.
Zava’s breath trembled on my face. “What is he telling you, Belle? Please stay with me.”
“Kiss me. Keep me here.”
His lips, heated and shivering, glued to me, and then he left my other hand, wrapped both his arms under my neck and resumed our love making.
“Yes,” I gasped. “Let him hear and feel the kind of pleasureyougive me. The cleanse, the healing, the pure love that sacrificed everything without a shred of selfishness and defied all deities to exist.”
Zava’s gasps joined mine as his cock filled me long and thick and fast, finding all the right spots.
“Yes, baby. Show him howyoumake me feel. Show him whatyoudo to my body. Show him howyoumake me forget I’ve ever wanted him.”
You just like the shiny new dick. In a matter of weeks, you will get tired of his eagerness to please, the kindness, the sickening sweetness. Oh, Isabella, he won’t fuck you into oblivion. He will bore you until you wish you were in oblivion. Then you’ll remember you have a better place to be. A vast kingdom full of everything you love, everything you are. You will come back to me, darling.
“I won’t come back!”
“No, she will not,” Zava grabbed my thigh, pulling me into him harder, allowing him more depth inside my pussy if that was even possible, and started to really move, “you unremorseful…selfish…reject.”
I screamed so hard. I’d never been penetrated so deeply. It was like he was literally inside my womb, painful yet extremely hot and arousing, exactly how I liked it.
My walls clenched hard, locking around him as if we were knotting. Wolf must have come to play. Evensheliked the angel, our forbidden taboo.
“My goodness, Belle,” he said tightly. “What are you doing to me? What…” he blinked, sudden astonishment covering his face, his stare tracing my features, “…is happening?”
“I’m just about to come, baby. Don’t stop.”
“Your face…” He swallowed.
“What?” My hand flew to my face, feeling my skin and…fur? I touched my forehead, and horns were there. “I…” I felt my fangs too as I touched my mouth. My head tilted so I could see my reflection in the water.
Fuck.
I glanced back at Zavariel with my glowing redness and strikes, fangs flashing, face covered in wolf fur. A monster.