Hewas going to rape me.
I sobbed, an unbearable burn inside me. “You can’t do this to me. How could you do this to me? How could you ruin everything?”
Ignoring me for the millionth time,heinhaled deeply and groaned. “Your smell is heaven.”
Oh my God. It wasn’t my hairhesniffed now.He’d smelled the evidence of my shame.Herealized how muchhearoused me. How turned on I was forhim. How wethemade me.
Now,he’d think I wanted it, too. Now,he’d never stop.
More tears squeezed from my eyes. “I hate you. I hate you!”
Hisfingernails stabbed my butt cheek before a loud smack seared my skin. I moaned, andhefollowed with two more. “My sweet Angel, I didn’t know you could be such a naughty girl. You deserve to be punished.”
Two more swats, making that a total of five searing spanks. Thenhedid the same with the other cheek, my moans—of pain and arousal—louder with every swat, the uncontrollable and inexplicable wetness between my legs slicker, heavier.
Hisbeard returned to tickle my face. “I don’t like to be lied to.”
“I never lied to you.”
“When you tell me to let you go while all you want is for me to stay isn’t lying? When you ask me not to touch you while you’re dripping wet for me isn’t lying? When you say you hate me while you clearly don’t isn’t lying?”
I shook my head at how pathetic I was, sobs heavy in my chest.
Hespanked me one more time, and I flinched. “Answer me.”
“Yes,” I cried. “Yes.”
One finger glided up the inside of my thigh, tracking the moisture dripping on my tender skin, a fraction away from my vagina. “Now you’re being my good girl. My sweet, sweet, Angel.”
My whole body tensed, shutting down, shielding me from what was to come. I couldn’t fighthimoff. I had to pretend this was another one of the bad dreams that would never end.
Hisfinger went higher and right before where my vagina met my thigh, it stopped. “Remember this. I could have done anything I wanted to you right here right now, and you couldn’t have stopped me. But I didn’t wait all this time to have you like this, in the fucking dark like a thief. You’re mine, Angel. When I take you, you’ll be looking at my face in broad daylight.”
My lips parted with silent screams of relief, of pain, of torture. “Why are you doing this to me?” I whimpered. “Why are you torturing me like this?” This was another one ofhiscontrolling mindfucks that were on a mission to ruin my life beyond repair.
“I haven’t tortured you yet, my sweet Angel. The spanking is for your lies only. I’ll make you pay later for your other mistakes.” He kissed my cheek. “The next time I see someone sniffing around you, they don’t get to live another day, and you’ll force me not to wait anymore. No one touches what’s mine. No one will ever take you away from me. Know this, next time you do something that stupid, I won’t stop myself from showing you who really owns you, my beautiful Angel.”
Histhumb brushed my cheek. “Ci vediamo.”
Chapter19
Tino
If you were asking why I did it, you hadn’t been following. I was the villain of this story.I am the villain of all my stories.
Don’t confuse me for anything else.
But if you already knew that and were still asking, I’d tell you.
My plan had always been to wait for her to turn eighteen and then take her. Yes, my patience had been tested, and I’d thought about changing that plan, more than once, but I’d always managed to bridle myself. For her. Only for her.
After I’d left her apartment that day, after she gave me that look, I’d been at war with myself all week. Guess what? The devil in me had won.
Could you really blame me? I was only a man. A man waiting for years for one girl, obsessing over every detail of hers, waiting for the right time to make her his. A man who found out the girl was waiting for him, too, needing him, only him.
What was I supposed to do? How could I have resisted? How could I deny her what she needed the most?
I couldn’t possibly wait anymore. I couldn’t bear another moment away from her. I couldn’t just stand and watch while she felt so guilty about her need for me that she decided to leave.
