And Kayden was mine.
Everything about him said it for him, and the way I felt—the way Rena felt—confirmed it. The three of them loved her, and she loved them back.
So did I.
“Can I use your bathroom?” he requested.
I blinked and raised my brows. It must have taken me a while to respond because he repeated his request with an impatient expression. “Oh, yeah. Sure. I just…I wasn’t expecting that…now.”
He practically sprinted to the bathroom. The door squeaked but didn’t shut. I went over there and saw him leaning into the tiled wall. “Are you okay?”
“I have a huge hard-on aching in my pants. I really need to jack my dick raw before I do something stupid, something that rips a family apart.”
“I don’t know how to respond to that.” I blinked again. “Is that why you need the bathroom? To…jerk off?”
“Yes, but then I thought it wasn’t nice to do it in someone else’s bathroom, not without them knowing.”
Jizz etiquette from Kayden Beastly. Do not do it in a stranger’s bathroom without their consent first. That totally makes it okay.
Laughter took over me, and he looked at me, puzzled. “What?” he asked gruffly, and I laughed harder. His hands fell to his hips as he spun to face me. “Can I do it here or what?”
I chopped off the giggles the second his massive erection stared me in the face. “No.”
“Shit.” He sighed and looked away.
“You can’t do it in the bathroom because it’s too small to fit us both…and I want to watch.”
CHAPTER 26
BELLE
Kayden resisted fiercely. Watching him, his cock, coming for me would still hurt his brother.
It got nothing out of me but a giggle. As if Kayden hadn’t been jerking off to me for years already. Wouldn’t that hurt Alec, too? Or keeping it a secret where no one watched made it better?
I didn’t see the logic in that. Besides, I was the one who wanted to watch. Kayden wasn’t offering anything, so he could just pretend I wasn’t there and do his thing.
His resistance faded. He wanted this as much as I did.
We went back to the living room. He took the armchair and I the sofa bed. He unbuttoned his jeans and worked the zipper. I licked my lips, compulsively, my eyes wide with anticipation.
“This is wrong, Belle.”
“Please, call me Professor.”
“Fuck,” he growled. I loved that sound from him. Much different from Alec’s feral growl. With Kayden, it came out more natural, tormented even. He couldn’t help it. And that alone was sexier than watching the twin of my future mate masturbate.
His hands were not pulling his cock out. Was he going to change his mind? Damn it. I was painfully wet, and if he wouldn’t stick his huge cock in me, the least he could do was let me touch myself while I watched his cum melting down his long shaft. Maybe let me lick it too?
My nipples hardened to the point of pain. I took off my top, skirt and bra, forgetting all about my scarred body and self-conscious. My breasts tumbled free, and I sighed in relief. That felt so good. I’d been wearing that thing all day my back, neck and chest were killing me. I couldn’t wait to get out of it.
“What the fuck are you doing?” he protested.
“It’s my apartment. I’ll do whatever I want. I can’t stay in that fucking bra any second longer. It’s not like you haven’t seen them before.” I lay down and stretched my legs. Keeping my wet panties on, I enjoyed the way his eyes flicked with hunger at the sight of my nakedness. “By the way, what did Alec say to that?”
“Nothing,” he mumbled, his lips twitching.
“If you say so.” I took a deep breath. The smell of my own wetness induced a moan out of my throat. I wondered what it must have been doing to him. That was a lot of self-control he had not to flip and hump me all night by now. As painful as it was for me—my pussy—I respected the great lengths he would go for his brother.
