I close my eyes and stroke my morning wood, hating that my hand isn’t her pussy.
The girl had to move on. I felt those soaking wet panties. She’s a curious girl dying to lose her virginity. That’s why she let a nobody like me touch her. She never texted me after.Probably realized I’m just a guy with a busted car and two difficult brothers.
Not that I wanted her to contact me. It just would’ve been nice. Nice to know a girl like that didn’t see me as a regret. A girl as sweet and sexy...
My hand moves faster and I’m so fucking hard just thinking about her that I’m already about to nut. My mouth parts and I breathe shallow.
Knock, knock.
I don’t have to ask. It’s Tommy.
I bite my lip to silence a groan. No use finishing now. He won’t go away.
When I open the door, I skip the hug to let my disappointed boner settle. Instead I usher him to the kitchen where I start breakfast.
Grease pops on the skillet while I check my phone several times.
This is dumb. I want her to stay away from that guy. That’s it. Simple.
And I want to talk to her.
Just texting.
Me:Morning. Sleep well?
I stare at it, my thumb hovering over the send button.
Don’t do it, Jack.
Send.
Fuck.
I snap a piece of bacon and chew, waiting.
dumb girl:GM, I slept OK.
A smirk grows across my lips. What a good girl. She replied.
Me:cant stop thinking of u
I backspace right away. Don’t send that. Try again.
Me:I hope u have a good day
It’s lame as hell but it’s something.
dumb girl:u too
I hate her short answers. She feels so far away. Like she’s already fading into the past once more. Like she never shook for me on that couch.
Me:picture?
It’s greedy. I’m pushing it, but I want to see her. Just to pretend.
Noel rubs his eyes as he sits at the table.
I cringe as a sense of betrayal seeps in. My stomach knots.
