“Tell me, Little pet,” Daddy says once again. “Why did you keep it from me that you weren’t as cold as before?”
I take a deep breath and slowly let it out. What can I say to him that will make him believe me?
“Don’t even think about lying to me. Unless you want another spanking,” he says.
I cover my bottom with my hands and shake my head. There goes me lying to him. How am I going to get out of telling him the truth?
“Tell Daddy,” he commands.
“Because I didn’t want you to stop caring for me,” I rush out.
My eyes go wide, and I cover my mouth really quickly. That is not what I wanted to tell him.
But is it a lie?
It’s not completely a lie. I have gotten so accustomed to him taking care of me that I want him to do it all the time. But I shouldn’t rely on him. No. I need to be independent, so when he sends me back to the space station, I can still do things for myself.
But how has that been working out for me? Not very well. I haven’t done anything for myself since I got here. I can’t even use the bathroom and wipe myself. Daddy does all of that for me.
“Is that so?” Daddy raises an eyebrow. “Anything else?”
I shake my head.
“I think there is another reason you didn’t want to tell me,” he gently says. “You know what I’m talking about.”
I shake my head once again, keeping my hands over my mouth. I’m not going to tell him. There is no way he is going to get it out of me.
“Little pet,” he purrs. “Tell Daddy what the reason is.”
“I don’t want to,” I mumble through my hands.
“I think you want to tell me. Isn’t it exhausting keeping it to yourself?”
I nod before I can stop myself. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I need to be strong and stop giving in to everything he does to me. If I continue like this, my whole life is going to go down the drain. I will be dependent on him.
“Little pet, why are you so hesitant to tell me?” he asks.
“I don’t want you to know,” I whisper.
“But I think you do want me to know. I think you want me to know so badly, but you are afraid of what I could do with the information,” Daddy suggests.
My eyes go wide. “How do you know that?”
“Daddy knows you,” he whispers. “So why don’t you tell me what you want to tell me?”
“I don’t want you to know because then you are going to take the blanket away from me and I’ll be naked!” I word vomit before I can stop myself.
