But Logan didn't care about paper. Didn't care about the official after-action report or what command would say about losing the high-value target. Because Mara was alive. Was being treated by Risk. Was going to make it.
Everything else was just details.
The flight to Erbil took thirty minutes. They landed at a secure medical facility where Risk and Kira immediately took over Mara's care. Logan tried to follow but Sloane caught his arm.
"Let them work. She needs proper medical attention and you hovering isn't going to help." Sloane's tone was kind but firm. "Besides, we need to debrief. Both teams. Figure out what happened and what comes next."
Logan knew she was right. But leaving Mara, even for a debrief, felt wrong. He looked through the doorway where Risk and Kira were getting Mara settled on a hospital bed, hooking up monitors, doing assessments.
Mara must have felt him watching because she turned her head and met his eyes. She smiled. Tired. Bruised. But real.
"Go," she mouthed. "I'm okay."
Logan nodded and followed Sloane to the debrief room. Both teams assembled. Delta and Shadow Veil together. Hawk stood at the head of the table looking at everyone.
"Mission outcome: Nazari escaped. Multiple hostiles eliminated. One American hostage recovered alive. I'm calling this a win." Hawk looked at Logan. "Good work."
"Team effort," Logan said. "Couldn't have done it without Shadow Veil."
"Likewise," Sloane replied. "Mara's alive because both teams worked together. That's what matters."
The debrief covered tactical details. Entry points. Engagement sequences. Casualties. Equipment performance. By-the-book analysis of an operation that had been anything but by-the-book. When it was done, Hawk dismissed everyone except Logan.
"You know command is going to ask questions about how we knew there was a hostage at that location," Hawk said quietly.
"Let them ask. We saved an American life. That's all that matters."
"Agreed. But be prepared for fallout. For questions about your relationship with the hostage. About whether that relationship compromised your judgment." Hawk met Logan's eyes. "Was she worth it?"
Logan didn't hesitate. "Yes."
"Good. Then we'll deal with whatever comes next." Hawk clapped his shoulder. "Go. Be with her. Rest of us will handle the paperwork."
Logan found his way back to the medical ward. Risk was just finishing up, closing his kit, making notes on a tablet. He saw Logan and nodded toward Mara's bed.
"She's stable. Dehydrated but we're correcting that. Malnourished but nothing permanent. Bruising and abrasions will heal. No broken bones. No serious internal injuries." Risk's expression was serious. "She's lucky. Three days with Nazari could have been a lot worse."
"Thanks, Risk. For everything."
"Just doing my job." Risk headed for the door, then paused. "She asked for you. Soon as she was stable enough to talk, first thing she said was 'where's Logan.' Thought you should know."
Logan approached the bed. Mara was awake, watching him with eyes that were clearer now that the IV fluids had done their work. The bruise on her face stood out starkly against her pale skin. Her wrists were bandaged. But she was alive.
"Hey," he said, pulling up a chair beside the bed.
"Hey yourself." Her voice was still rough but stronger. "So. Turns out you're pretty good at rescue operations."
"Had a good teacher." Logan took her hand carefully, avoiding the bandaged wrist. "Scared the hell out of me, Mara. Three days of not knowing if you were alive or dead or hurt. Three days of feeling completely useless."
"I'm sorry. I should have told you I was deploying to Iraq. Should have told you a lot of things." Mara's eyes were bright with unshed tears. "I thought I might die in that room without ever telling you that I love you. And that seemed like the worst thing. Worse than dying. That you'd never know."
Logan's chest tightened. Three months of waiting for those words. Three months of saying them himself and getting nothing back. And now, here in a medical ward in Iraq with her bruised and recovering from captivity, she was finally saying it.
"I love you too," he said quietly. "Have for a while now. Just waiting for you to catch up."
"I knew. I was just scared to say it. Scared of what it would mean. Of how it would complicate things." Mara's handsqueezed his. "But sitting in that cell, thinking I might die, I realized being scared of complications was stupid. Life's too short not to say the things that matter."
"Yeah. It is." Logan leaned forward and kissed her forehead gently, careful of the bruises. "We're going to have a lot of conversations when you're feeling better. About communication and trust and not keeping deployments secret. But right now I just need you to rest. To heal. To know that you're safe."
