Page 42 of Broken Mate


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I had publicly challenged a seated legacy envoy. Verbally decimated the northern monster who held the legal paperwork to my entire life. Done it in front of three apex predators who had just declared political war against the high council to shield me.

What have I done? I'm going to get them all killed. I'm going to start a war over a defective omega.

A ragged sob escaped my throat before I could stop it — pathetic, sharp, shattering the tense silence in the speeding car.

"Pull over," Hayes said instantly. Low. certain.

"Where?" Tristan demanded from the driver's seat, his storm-gray eyes already flicking to the rearview mirror, checking the empty road behind us.

"Anywhere. Now." Chris turned in the front passenger seat, amber eyes analyzing the rapid, shallow rise and fall of my chest.

Tristan didn't argue. He wrenched the wheel hard right, cut across two empty lanes, and drove up a dark winding access road to a secluded overlook in the hills surrounding campus.

The engine died. Darkness. The distant glow of city lights through tinted glass.

I buried my wet face in my hands, folding myself as small as possible in the corner of the leather seat. The tears came too fast and too hot, staining the stupid black velvet dress. The dress of a walking funeral.

I braced for the reprimand. For Hayes to explain the political damage my reckless outburst had done to his family name. For Tristan to point out I'd signed their death warrants by openly challenging the envoy they'd been carefully outmaneuvering.

Instead, a warm mass shifted in the dark seat beside me.

"Wren," Hayes murmured, reaching out to gently pull my wet hands away from my face. No force. Just steady, immovable pressure until I finally uncurled my fingers.

I looked up at him through a blur of tears.

He wasn't looking at me with tactical concern or disappointed heir-like calculation. He was looking at my ruined, tear-stained face with absolute, undisguised reverence.

"I'm so sorry," I choked. "I shouldn't have said that to him. I made everything worse. I painted a target on your backs."

"You didn't make anything worse," Tristan said softly, twisting around in the driver's seat to reach between the center console. His large warm hand found my knee. The charged edge of his scent surged into the cabin, suppressing the spiralingpanic. "You proved to that arrogant prick why his severance was the greatest mistake of his life."

"We aren't afraid of Trent Hawthorne," Chris added from the front, his ancient amber eyes glowing warmly in the dark. The crushing preternatural power he usually carried was dialed down, leaving only a steady, enormous anchor of emotional support. "We're terrified of you burning yourself out trying to hide from your own shadow."

"I can't hide anymore," I confessed. The crushing weight of the last three weeks finally collapsed the last of my rigid defenses. "Every time I close my eyes I see him taking the ritual knife to the bond. Every time I look in a mirror I see the defect he carved into me. And now everyone at the gala knows. They all saw you claim me. They all saw the broken omega holding you down."

"You aren't broken," Hayes said, his voice dropping a full octave — a rough, chest-deep sound that vibrated against my collarbone.

He didn't ask permission. The careful physical distance they'd maintained since the safehouse — enforced to keep me from feeling trapped by their dominance — vanished in the dark SUV.

Hayes reached up with both hands and gripped the high velvet collar of my dress. He didn't tear it. He moved with agonizing care, pulling the fabric gently downward, exposing the upper ridge of my collarbone and the jagged, glowing edge of the Pack-Heart lines branching outward from the left side of my neck.

I flinched instinctively — the deep-wired shame recoiling from the sudden exposure of the scar Trent had laughed at.

"Don't ever hide from us again," Hayes said quietly, his thumbs moving slowly across the exposed skin above the silver lines.

I didn't flinch again.

I wanted to. Every conditioned instinct was screaming at me to pull the collar back up, press my shoulder to the window, make myself strategically small. Every muscle memory forged across months of Trent's meticulous public catalog of my defects was firing, insisting that the moment Hayes's gold eyes traced the full length of the jagged scar, his expression would shift — from the impossible reverence it wore to the same politely disguised contempt I'd read in a dozen Northern ballrooms.

I waited for it.

Hayes's thumbs moved across my collarbone, slow and deliberate, tracing the upper edge of the scar tissue with a pressure so careful and so purposeful that it didn't register as a flinch-trigger at all. It registered as something I had no vocabulary for — a touch with no agenda attached. No softening-up, no transaction being established, no mercy being extended from a position of power. Just his thumb, moving slowly across the worst thing that had ever been done to me, without revulsion.

"It's beautiful," Hayes said. The words were very quiet, stripped of performance or reassurance. He said them the way someone states a simple factual observation — the way a person saysit's raining.He believed it. "Wren. Look at me."

I dragged my gaze up from the leather seat between us.

The feral gold in his eyes was still there — a full, burning ring of it. But it wasn't the blinding, predatory blaze I'd expected. It was warm. An open hearth in a freezing room. Trained on me.