Her lashes flutter, and she grips me tighter, nodding her head. She sticks out her tongue and licks the underside of my tip, making me groan.
“Fuck.” I pant, trying to control myself.
She smiles and then wraps her mouth just around my tip and sucks on it teasingly. I feel my hand grip her hair, trying to control myself and not wanting to hurt her.
“Ellie, I need to tell you something.”
She keeps her mouth on me but lets out an, “Hm?”
“I haven’t been with anyone in almost ten months. I don’t know how long I’ll last, especially now that it’s with you.”
I see this look in her eyes, a sparkle and a smug smile before taking my entire length in her mouth. She gets about halfway until she needs to pull back and release me.
“I want you to know,” she says. “You can grab my hair, control me if you want. I don’t mind. Not with you.” Without any warning, she guides me back into her mouth.
My hand grabs her hair again, and she lets out a sweet, sweet moan. She tries to get me deeper into her mouth, but she gags. That makes me want to come. I try to pull myself back, but she grips the sides of my legs and takes me in again.
“Shit,” I groan out.
She takes my dick in her hands again and works them up and down with her mouth at the same time. Sucking and pumping. My hips start to move on their own accord while my hand gently pushes her head in rhythm.
“Holy shit,” I sigh out and drop my head back. “This is all I fucking want, Ellie.You’reall I want.”
She grips me tighter and speeds up to match my rhythm. I start to pant and grab her hair more, twisting it in my palm. I tug on it a little harder, not thinking before doing it, and to my surprise, Ellie moans and whimpers in pleasure.
“Fuck, I’m close,” I pant out.
I don’t want to come in her mouth. I need to be inside of her,now.I pull myself out with force, and she looks at me while she licks her lips. I pull her up by the waist and scoot her further on the bed.
I’ve lost all self-control at this point. I pull down the black lace she’s wearing and stand in front of her, running my hand through my hair. She lays there as I trace every inch of her with my eyes, making sure I remember everything. Her freckles, her birthmarks, the way her breasts move when she breathes.
“Turn around for me and hold on to the headboard,” I demand.
Without hesitation, she’s on her knees with her ass facing me. My hands are on her waist and trailing up the sides of her until I can feel her breasts in my hands. I bend down to kiss between her shoulder blades. My dick rubs above her ass.
I move my lips toward her ear and say, “I’m going to start slow. If you need me to stop, tell me. Don’t force yourself if it becomes uncomfortable and hurts, okay?”
All she does is nod for me, and I kiss her temple.
“I don’t think you understand how weak you make me.” I trail my lips on her earlobe.
I let my hand slide up the side of her stomach to her arm and then place my hand on hers so we’re both gripping the headboard.
I grab my dick with my other hand and start rubbing around the precum that’s spilling out. I tease both of us a little bit, rubbing my tip over her sensitive clit and down near her entrance.
“Do you want me to use a condom?” I ask. I chuckle as I say, “I would need to steal one.”
“I’m on the pill, and I’m clean. I haven’t…slept with anyone in months. I want to feel all of you inside me, Rowan. I didn’t get to before.”
“You want me to fill you up, Ellie?” I whisper to her.
All she gives me is a whimper, and I smile against her neck, still rubbing myself against her. My precrum lubricated her on top of how wet she was. I want to bury myself in her.
“Has any other man done that to you before?” I let go of myself and wrap my arm around her, letting myself feel how wet she is for me.
She gasps at my touch before shaking her head and saying, “I’ve always used condoms. Even with…him.”
I feel a wicked smile play across my lips. The thought of her wanting me to be the only man that goes in her bare and raw. Fuck. I need to slow down my thoughts. I grab my dick again and rub myself against her.
