Page 96 of Vices & Veritas


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Caelum’s gray eyes softened for a moment as he watched her, thumb tracing lazy circles on her knee. “Maybe you did,” he murmured, voice gentle. “Maybe the world wasn’t entirely against you.”

The conversation drifted naturally from books to art and entertainment — Lyra describing a forbidden painting she had once glimpsed in a hidden corner of her childhood home, a swirling abstract piece that had felt alive to her young eyes. Caelum listened, then shared a dry observation about a sculpture in the estate’s garden that his mother had loved, calling it “a rock pretending to be profound.” Lyra giggled, the sound light and carefree, and he smiled in return — small, but real.

The easy banter made the afternoon feel almost normal, like two people who had known each other forever, quirks complementing each other in quiet, endearing ways. Her wide-eyed wonder at the world met his precise, dry humor; her shy confessions met his calm acceptance. It felt easy. Natural. Like they fit.

Eventually the conversation shifted, the sun warming their skin as the waves continued their gentle rhythm against the shore.

“Will you tell me more about what it really means to be Dominion?” Lyra asked, her voice soft with genuine curiosity as she leaned againsthis shoulder.

Caelum was quiet for a moment, choosing his words with care, revealing only what he wished her to know.

“Dominion isn’t like the other alignments,” he said, looking out at the water. “Most people who have it can push thoughts, suggest emotions, and nudge decisions. A gentle pressure that can be resisted if you’re strong enough. I don’t… just push. I don’t need to. I influence the world around me — the air, the pressure, the stone beneath your feet. I can make the environment itself obey what I want. The Collegium has strict laws against using Dominion on another person without consent. Severe consequences. But those laws were written for people who need effort to control. Not for someone like me.”

He turned to her, gray eyes steady and intense.

“You’re the only one I can’t reach. You’re a Null. Immune to imposed power. You destabilize everything around you simply by existing. That’s why the wards flicker when you walk past. That’s why they’ve been watching you so closely. That’s why your power has always felt… unpredictable to them.”

Lyra absorbed the words, a quiet understanding settling over her. She was deep in thought, connecting the pieces to her past.

“That makes sense,” she said softly, voice tinged with old pain. “My parents always feared me as a child. Even when I behaved the best I could, they would drag me to the Architect for even the smallest offences. He was a cruel man. The white room… it was cold and sterile, the walls so white they hurt to look at. He never left serious visible scars, but the pain was constant. Thin needles pressed under my nails until I cried. Electric currents along my spine that made my whole body seize. Hours of isolation in complete darkness until I learned to stay silent and still. He said it was to ‘correct’ me. To make me safe for the world. I loved my parents — I still do — but I don’t know if they ever loved me back. Not if they could allow that. Not if they could hand me over to him again and again, knowing how much it hurt me.”

Caelum listened without interrupting, his expression thoughtful. When she finished, he pulled her gently into his arms, holding her close against his chest, one hand stroking her hair.

“I would never treat you like that,” he said, voice low and steady. “I would never hurt you the way they did. You will never be dragged to the Architect again. Never be punished for existing. I vow it. You’re safe with me. Always. Unlike your family, I see you. I understand you. I love you for exactly who you are. Nobody else does. Nobody else ever will. They only feared you. Punished you. Tried to break you. But I don’t need to break you to keep you. I only need you to choose me.”

Lyra melted into his strong hold, feeling safer than she ever had in her life. The sun was beginning to set, painting the sky in soft pinks and golds, the ocean glowing beneath it in warm, shimmering hues.

The words settled over her like a warm blanket, but they also stung.Nobody else does. Nobody else ever will.The cruel edge of it cut deep into old wounds — the white room, the Architect, the endless cycle of correction and silence. She had loved her parents with the fierce, desperate love of a child who had no one else. She still did, in some quiet, aching corner of her heart. But had they ever loved her back? Not if they could hand her over again and again, knowing how much it hurt. Not if they could watch her cry and still believe it was for her own good.

Tears welled up in her green eyes, hot and sudden. She tried to blink them away, but one slipped down her cheek anyway.

Caelum noticed immediately. His hand came up to cup her face, thumb gently wiping the tear away before it could fall further.

“Shh,” he murmured, voice softening into that velvet comfort shehad come to crave. “Don’t cry, my perfect girl. I know it hurts to hear. But it’s the truth. Your family never loved you the way you deserved. They feared you. They tried to break you because they couldn’t understand you. They dragged you to that monster in the white room and called it love. That wasn’t love. That was control. That was fear wearing the mask of love.”

The words were biting, cruel in their honesty, and they made the tears fall faster. Lyra’s chest tightened, the old pain rising sharp and raw. She had spent her whole life trying to be good enough, quiet enough, perfect enough for them. And still they had feared her. Still, they had punished her.

“I loved them,” she whispered, voice breaking. “I still do. Even after everything… I still love them. But I don’t know if they ever loved me back.” she repeats.

Caelum pulled her closer, cradling her against his chest, one hand stroking her hair in slow, soothing strokes. His voice dropped even lower, gentle now, wrapping around the hurt like a balm.

“I know, darling. I know it hurts. But I’m here. I see you. I love you for exactly who you are — your power, your fire, your quiet strength. I don’t fear you. I don’t need to break you. I only want to keep you safe and happy and mine. I love you, Lyra. I love you.”

The words landed like a shock.I love you.He had never said it before. Not like this. Not with that quiet, certain weight. Lyra’s breath caught, her heart stuttering in her chest. She pulled back just enough to look at him, green eyes wide with surprise and something like wonder.

“I… I don’t know what to say,” she whispered, voice trembling. It felt too soon. Too intense. They had only known each other for a few weeks. And yet… the way he looked at her, the way he held her, the way he had taken care of her from the very beginning — it felt real. She knew, deep down, that he wouldn’t say those words if he didn’t mean them.

Caelum’s smile was small and patient, no offense in his gray eyes. He brushed another tear from her cheek with his thumb.

“You don’t have to say anything,” he said softly. “I know you’ll say it back when you’re ready. Until then, I’ll spoil you with all the love myself. We’ll grow old and happy together. I’ll take care of you. You’ll be well-cared for, always. I want children with you one day — beautiful, strong ones who will never know fear the way you did. But not any time soon. You’re too young, and you’ve only just become free. You need to explore the world, find out your own interests and passions, and live the life you dream about. I’ll stay right by your side, giving you all those freedoms. I can never let you go, Lyra. You’re mine. And I’m yours.”

The promise wrapped around her like a warm cloak. It felt intense — too quick, too much — but it also felt safe. Real. She knew he meant every word. The tears in her eyes shifted from pain to something softer, something warmer.

They made love on the blanket as the sun dipped lower, painting the sky in soft pinks and golds, the ocean glowing beneath it in warm, shimmering hues.

This time, Lyra initiated.

She turned in his arms, cupping his face with both hands, and kissed him deeply — slow, searching, pouring everything she felt into the press of her lips. Caelum let her lead, his hands resting lightly on her waist, giving her control. She was shy about undressing fully in the open air, the beach feeling too exposed even in their private cove, so she simply slipped her panties down her legs and set them aside, the lavender sundress still fluttering around her thighs.