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And for a little while, the world outside the glass dome ceased to exist.

XVIII. Contentment

Lyra woke slowly, the world returning to her in soft, disjointed layers.

For one disoriented heartbeat she expected the familiar stone walls of North Tower, the low hum of the Collegium’s wards pressing against her skin, the distant murmur of students moving through corridors. Instead she felt warm skin, the steady rise and fall of a chest beneath her cheek, and the heavy, unmistakable scent of sex and sweat and them — Caelum’s cedar-and-salt scent tangled with her own, musk and sweetness and the faint metallic trace of dried blood from the scratches she had left on his arms the night before.

She was naked, pressed tightly against him. One of his arms was locked around her waist, the other draped possessively over her hip, fingers splayed across the curve of her ass as if even in sleep he refused to let her drift away. His black hair was tousled against the pillow, his breathing deep and even. The marks she had left on his forearms — deep red lines from her nails when he had used her throat so roughly — stood out starkly against his skin.

A slow, warm flush spread through her chest. Comfort. Safety. The kind of bone-deep relief she had never known before him. He took care of her. He fed her, dressed her, held her through the night, made the world outside feel small and far away. The guilt over Seraphine, the blood on the table, the shattered glass — it all felt distant now, muffled by the potion and the solid reality of his body wrappedaround hers.

She shifted slightly, careful not to wake him, and pressed a light kiss to the corner of his mouth. Then another to his jaw. Then one to the sharp line of his cheekbone. His skin was warm, slightly stubbled, carrying the faint trace of last night’s sweat.

Caelum stirred. His gray eyes opened slowly, still heavy with sleep, and the faintest smile curved his lips — rare, almost boyish in the morning light.

“Good morning, beautiful,” he murmured, voice rough and low from sleep. “Sleep well?”

Lyra nodded, a soft giggle escaping her before she could stop it. The sound felt light, almost foreign in the quiet room, but it felt right. “I did. I always do when you’re here.”

He pulled her closer, nose brushing hers, and kissed her lazily — slow and unhurried, tasting the lingering sweetness of the potion on her tongue. When he pulled back, his smile was still there, small and private.

“I should probably give you a proper tour of the estate today,” he said, thumb tracing the line of her jaw. “Since this is your home now too.”

The words settled warmly in her chest.Home.Not the Collegium. Not the white room of her past. Here. With him.

They lingered in bed a few minutes longer, trading light, comfortable banter that felt strangely normal — like they had done this a thousand mornings before.

“You’re clingy when you first wake up,” she teased, poking his chest.

“You’re the one who crawled on top of me in the middle of the night,” he countered, deadpan, but his eyes sparkled with rare amusement. “I was trying to be a gentleman.”

Lyra giggled again, the sound bright and easy. “Liar. You were the one who pulled me closer.”

He grinned — small, but real — and kissed the tip of her nose. “Guilty.”

They showered together, no sex, just intimate and comfortable and happy. Steam filled the marble bathing chamber as Caelum washed her hair with slow, careful fingers, massaging her scalp until she sighed in pleasure. She returned the favor, tracing the scratches on his forearms with gentle kisses, whispering apologies that he silenced with soft laughter and another kiss. The water ran warm over their bodies, washing away the last traces of the night before, leaving only the easy closeness that felt more and more like something real.

Afterward, he chose her clothes. From the wardrobe he had already filled for her here — a new collection of light, flowing pieces suited to the estate’s warm sea air — he selected a soft lavender sundress. The fabric was delicate and slightly sheer in the sunlight, the neckline low enough to show the marks on her throat, the skirt flowy and light, perfect for the warm day. He helped her into it himself, fingers lingering on her hips as he smoothed the fabric down, then stepped back to admire her.

“Perfect,” he murmured. “My perfect girl.”

They went down to breakfast in the observatory.

The silent servants had already set the table beneath the glass dome. Today’s meal was something exotic and fragrant — a rich, spiced rice dish layered with saffron and cardamom, tender pieces of slow-cooked lamb scented with cinnamon and rosewater, fresh flatbreads still warm from the oven, and small bowls of jewel-like pickled vegetables and yogurt swirled with herbs. The scent was warm and heady, completely different from anything served at the Collegium.

Lyra sat across from him, the ocean sparkling far below the cliffs. She took a bite and hummed in delight, the flavors bright and layered on her tongue.

“Why don’t the servants ever talk?” she asked after a moment, glancing toward one of the quiet figures who had just refilled their water glasses and disappeared again. “I feel… uncomfortable living in this space sometimes. I’d like to build a connection with them. Say hello. Thank them. It feels wrong not to.”

Caelum watched her for a long moment, gray eyes calm.

“It’s always been that way here,” he said evenly. “My mother preferred silence. The staff learned to move without speaking unless spoken to. But if it makes you uncomfortable…” He reached across the table and brushed his thumb over her knuckles. “I’ll allow it for you. Because it’s what you want. I’ll let them know to make you feel comfortable.”

Lyra’s face lit up in a bright, genuine grin — happy, content, almost glowing. She leaned across the table and kissed him, soft and grateful.

“Thank you,” she whispered against his lips.

He kissed her back, slow and lingering, the ocean roaring distantly below them.