Page 78 of Vices & Veritas


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He chose her clothes with deliberate care, as though she were a cherished doll meant to be displayed only for his eyes. From the new wardrobe he selected a deep emerald blouse in the softest flowing silk, the neckline dipping low enough to reveal the curve of her breasts and the fresh marks he had left there. He paired it with a fitted black skirt that would skim mid-thigh, the fabric rich and expensive, designed to move with quiet luxury and hint at the body beneath rather than conceal it.

He dressed her himself.

First the panties—delicate black lace he slid up her legs with slow, sensual care, his fingers grazing the sensitive skin of her inner thighs. “Look how pretty you are in the things I choose for you,” he whispered against her neck. “My perfect girl… so soft and responsive. These are only for me to see.”

Then the bra. He fastened the delicate black lace around her, adjusting the straps with precise fingers, cupping her breasts gently as he settled them into the cups. His thumbs brushed over her nipples once, not to arouse but to claim, sending a warm flush across her skin. “These belong to me,” he murmured, lips brushing her ear. “Every curve, every mark. My perfect girl looks so beautiful when she’s dressed exactly how I want her.”

He helped her into the blouse, buttoning it slowly from the bottom up, leaving the top few buttons undone so the hickey at her throat and the swell of her breasts remained visible. The silk whispered against her skin with every movement. Then the skirt, sliding it up her legs and settling it at her hips with possessive hands that smoothed the fabric down her thighs.

When she was fully dressed, he stepped back to admire his work, gray eyes dark with satisfaction.

“Look at you,” he whispered, pulling her close again. “My perfect little doll. So elegant. So mine.”

He cupped her face with both hands and kissed her—long, deep, and sensual. His tongue stroked slowly against hers, claiming every corner of her mouth with unhurried possession. Lyra melted into it, calm and pliant, the old shame nowhere to be found. When he finally pulled back, his forehead rested against hers for a moment.

“Behave today,” he murmured against her lips, voice low and commanding. “Stay where I can find you. I’ll come back for you soon.”

Then he was gone.

The door closed behind him with a soft, final click.

Without him, the warmth disappeared.

The room felt suddenly unfinished—too large, too empty, the silk sheets already cooling. The air lost its comforting heaviness. Lyra stood alone in the elegant clothes he had chosen for her, and the corridors beyond the door seemed colder, sharper. The faint hum of the Collegium that usually felt approving now sounded distant and indifferent. Sounds carried more clearly: distant footsteps, the creak of stone, the low murmur of other students somewhere far away.

She wrapped her arms around herself, fingers brushing the silk of the blouse he had buttoned so carefully. The marks on her neck and breasts still tingled from his touch, but the grounding presence that made them feel safe was gone. The hollow ache in her chest widened.

Without him, the space felt unsafe.

The calming potion still wrapped her thoughts in softness, yet the absence of his steady hand at her back left everything feeling raw and exposed. She told herself it was nothing. Just the potion adjusting. Just the day stretching out without its usual structure.

But deep down, a quiet, unsettling truth settled in:

She no longer felt entirely safe when he was not there.

* * *

It had been three weeks since she had moved into Caelum’s quarters. He rarely ever left her alone.

Three weeks of waking in his bed, of his hands on her body every morning, of the calming potion smoothing every sharp edge inside her until resistance felt like a distant, unnecessary memory. Three weeks of rich food and luxurious clothes and the constant, quiet certainty that she was exactly where she belonged.

Now she walked the corridors of North Tower alone.

The stone floors no longer radiated that subtle, approving warmth when Caelum’s hand was not at her back. The air felt sharper, colder, as though the Collegium itself had withdrawn its quiet indulgence the moment he left. Sounds carried more clearly—the distant echo of footsteps, the faint creak of ancient beams settling, the low murmur of other students somewhere far down the halls. The fog beyond the tall windows pressed closer, thick and unmoving, no longer buffered by his presence. Every shadow seemed a little deeper.

Lyra wrapped her arms around herself, fingers brushing the soft silk of the emerald blouse he had chosen for her that morning. The fabric still carried the faint scent of him. She told herself the hollow ache in her chest was nothing. Just the calming potion adjusting to the day. Just the temporary absence of the one person who made everything feel safe and correct.

She was not afraid. She was not relieved.

She simply felt… unfinished without him.

The cafeteria was busier than usual for a day off. The moment she stepped through the wide arched entrance, conversations quieted by a fraction. Heads turned more openly now. No one moved aside for her the way they once had when Caelum walked beside her. Glances lingered—on her elegant civilian clothes, on the visible dark hickey at her throat, on the simple fact that she was alone.

She was no longer protected. She was exposed.

Whispers followed her like trailing smoke as she moved toward the serving line. Some students averted their eyes quickly. Others stared longer, curiosity edged with something colder, more wary. The shift was unmistakable: from “Caelum Thorne’s” to simply “the girl from North Tower who now walked without him.”

Yet Lyra moved through it all in a soft, dreamy daze.