Page 114 of Vices & Veritas


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The moment she stepped fully through the partially open archway, the corridor recognized her.

Her body reacted before her mind could catch up.

Nausea slammed into her stomach like a fist, sharp and sudden, forcing her to press a hand against the cold stone wall to keep from doubling over. Her breath tightened in her chest, shallow and ragged, as though invisible fingers had wrapped around her lungs and squeezed. A dizzy wave crashed over her, the floor tilting beneath her feet, the golden lanterns blurring into streaks of light. The metallic smell grew stronger—cold instruments, sterile edges, thefaint copper tang of old blood layered beneath years of suppression wards. Beneath that came the echo of something heavier: the faint metallic clink of chains, the soft creak of restraints, the low, constant thrum of wards designed to hold something down.

I shouldn’t be here.

The thought was immediate, instinctive, screaming through her skull. But deeper, far deeper, something older stirred.

I’ve been here.

The memory didn’t come with images or words. It came as pain—a distant, physical ache that bloomed behind her eyes and spread down her spine like ice water poured into her veins. Emotional pain followed, raw and wordless: a flash of helplessness so complete it made her throat close, the ghost of tears she couldn’t remember crying, the echo of a voice (his voice?) murmuring soft, soothing lies while something inside her fractured. Her knees buckled for half a second. She caught herself on the wall again, nails scraping against the stone, vision swimming.

She had been here before. In this exact corridor. In this exact place. The recognition was visceral, buried so deep it hurt to touch, but she couldn’t pull the memory into focus. It slipped away like smoke the harder she reached for it.

Through the dizziness, through the nausea that threatened to send her to her knees, she kept going.

She had to.

Caelum was only a few turns ahead. She could still hear the measured rhythm of his footsteps echoing faintly down the passage. She pushed forward, one hand trailing along the wall for balance, teeth clenched against the rising sickness. The world narrowed to the next step, then the next. Her hearing faded in and out, the low thrum of the wards making her ears ring.

She reached a heavy door left slightly ajar—the same one shehad glimpsed him disappear through moments earlier. She pressed herself against the stone beside it, breathing shallowly, and strained to listen.

Voices drifted out.

Caelum’s, calm and measured. And the Headmaster’s, that dry, reed-like tone she had only heard once before.

“…valuation confirmed. Some parties have already shown interest.”

“Presentation order finalized.”

“Control compliance is stable.”

And then the line that lodged like ice in her chest, clear enough to cut through the dizziness:

“She’ll be ready.”

Not her name. Not emotional. Just functional. Like a tool being prepared for market.

Lyra stood perfectly still, the wall cold against her back, the nausea still rolling through her in slow, sickening waves. No panic. No breakdown. Only a quiet, crystalline recognition forming behind her eyes, sharpening even through the pain.

The system wasn’t something she had walked into.

It was something she had been inside before.

She didn’t wait to hear more. The dizziness was growing worse, the metallic taste flooding her mouth. She pushed away from the door on unsteady legs and retraced her steps, forcing herself to move silently, one hand still braced against the wall. Every step felt like wading through thick water. The corridor seemed to push back at her, the wards humming louder, angrier, as if offended by her presence.

The moment she crossed back through the archway into the main corridor, everything stopped.

The nausea vanished. The dizziness lifted like a curtain yanked away. Her breath came easy again, her vision cleared, the metallic taste disappeared from her tongue. The pain in her chest eased to adull echo. Her body felt normal—steady, strong, her own.

She straightened, smoothed the front of her uniform coat with steady hands, and continued walking as though nothing had happened. Her expression remained placid, unreadable. No one looking at her would see the storm now raging behind her eyes.

She had her answer.

And she had barely escaped being caught.

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