He’d moved so fast as I wondered what happened to the, ‘I cannot wake up without the cafe’line.“What the…?”
“Me and you naked under the hot steam? I am awake and ready for that.” He carried me into the bathroom and set me onto the counter by the sink.
I laughed as his unwoke self had disappeared to be replaced by this happy, eager man.
“A huevo, I will be wide awake when I can see my Warrior Princess in all her soapy glory.”
I stared at him. This man still surprised me on a constant basis. I saw no cartel man here. No killer. All I saw was a warm person who made me smile all the time. It even made me forget who I was.Almost.It would be hard for me to shedThe Bladeand still be a whole person. I wasn’t sure how to do it. Or if I could do it.
Turning the shower on, he tested the water with his hand. Then he turned, grabbed me up again and stepped in. “And just so you know. I meant what I said last night, I will never let you go. You will see. We are gonna be forever.” He set me down.
Forever...I never believed in that before. Being in the cartel, you never thought beyond today. I was starting to believe though. Could it be? Could we live a normal life, like he wanted? Maybe after we retrieved the kids…
He shut the shower door and picked up a washcloth then passed it under the water. Lathering it up with soap, he started at my neck then lowered it all the way down along my breasts, stomach, my mound, and thighs. He seemed consumed by this task and entirely focused on my skin.
I loved it all. He was the only man to ever do this. Wash me down and take care of me. As I had told him yesterday, I had never showered with a man before. Now it felt like we had always done this.
“Maldtio, that is enough waiting for me.” Dropping the washcloth, Carlos backed me to the wall, and raising me up, he positioned himself then entered me.
I had no real warning as I grasped his shoulders. He then thrust into me, deep and hard, I could barely catch my breath. He surprised me yet again. He fit me so tightly that I bit my lower lip at the extreme pleasure it brought to me. He pumped into me wildly so all I could do was hang onto him. He kept his eyes locked onto mine, the entire time. His intensity just enhanced all the things he did to me. I knew I wouldn’t last though with this kind of sexing. Wild, breathless and almost desperate. No, I would be climaxing very soon.
Suddenly, he pulled out as he again switched gears on me.
With a gasp, I stared at him while panting hard, I had been so close to the edge of total bliss.
“I want to have you in so many ways, Selena,” he said as he sounded a bit breathless now. “I fear there will never be enough time to do it all.” Turning me around, he grasped my ass cheeks, squeezing them. Then he spread my thighs and entered me again. A forceful lunging upward thrust from behind.
Again, he took my breath from me as he reached around and grabbed each breast to squeeze them while he plunged into me. When I leaned my head back, he used his mouth along my skin to suck on my neck.
With this swift and powerful storming of my body and his hot mouth on my neck, I climaxed almost instantly.
He growled as his body tensed. He kept a grip on my hips while holding me close to him. He suckled on my skin as hisclimax overtook him and he continued to kiss my neck sweetly. He seemed to want to continue to explore my neck with his mouth. He held me close for a couple of minutes while we slowed our breathing and heart rates down. Finally, he turned me around to face him and said, “I had a dream last night.”
I did not expect this statement as I paused and looked up at him. “A dream?”
Nodding, he explained, “And I have a confession to make as well. I dreamed of our house. It was in Spain, I think? I’ve been there a couple of times. But I suppose it would be called a villa. Then the confession part is that it wasn't my first dream about you.”
I froze and kept staring at him to ask, “What?”
“I already admitted that I dreamed of different things while in my coma. If you can call them dreams? But what I never told you was… You were in some of them.”
I paused. “How can that…”
He nodded. “I know. I only saw you a few times back home when you were just a kid. So, I don’t know how you could have been in my dreams, looking like you do right now. But when you spoke to me after I came out of that coma, I knew it had been you. It is loco, I know. But this time I dreamed of our home and us in it.”
I didn’t know what to think or say. People didn't know what happened in the beyond. I didn’t doubt what he told me. Alex had invaded my dreams over the years, so I did believe him. Grasping his cheeks with both hands, I kissed him long and hard. This kiss went on as we couldn’t seem to get enough of each other. He caressed my back under the warm water while pressing against me. Then with his arms around me, he simply held me as the warm water cascaded over our bodies.
This may have been the sweetest thing I’d ever experienced. A mutual comforting, mutual trust and a deep connection. I never knew this kind of feeling could be achieved for a woman like me. A killer – a deal maker and a card carrying member so to speak – of an infamous cartel.
Finally though, we did get moving again as we cleaned up. Carlos then got the shampoo and washed my hair.
I began moaning when he did the same with the conditioner a couple of minutes later and massaged my scalp with his fingertips. It felt so good. He rinsed it out while gently untangling my hair. I was lost in pure feeling and kept moaning at his touch.
“You have to stop doing that, Selena.” Carlos laughed. “I’m as hard as a steel hammer again.”
I sighed happily as I wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned against him for support. The sex, the warmth of the water and the gentle way he held me had relaxed me almost too much.
“Selena?” he asked after several minutes of silence. “Are you even awake?” He teased.
