Page 127 of Ride Me Three Times


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“I work there,” I reply, which is the emotional equivalent of saying I just happen to be standing in a burning building for professional reasons.

Karl makes a soft, theatrical sound of disbelief.

I sigh. “Fine. I care.”

About the bar.

About the way it hums when it’s full.

About the way Finn jokes until it’s serious and then doesn’t.

About the way Zane goes quiet in a way that could well be a storm pulling tight.

About the way Ryder refuses to give men like Benjamin anything to use.

I care.

I know I shouldn’t, because it feels dangerously close to putting down roots, but I do.

Olivia leans back, one hand still resting protectively over her stomach.

“You know,” she says lightly, “I didn’t plan to stay here either. When I first came to Coyote Glen.”

I blink. “You didn’t?”

She laughs. “Oh, no. I came for a vacation. Two weeks of fresh air. A reset after a career blowup. Then it turned into a coffee truck trial run.”

Karl snorts. “Trial run…”

She nudges him with her foot. “I was not planning to anchor myself to three men and a mortgage.”

“Four,” Leo mutters. “You forgot Jacob.”

She smiles at him in a way that softens his entire face.

“I met them,” she continues, gesturing lazily to the men around her, “and suddenly Coyote Glen didn’t feel like a stop on a map anymore.”

“How did it feel?” I ask, trying to sound casual and failing.

She looks at me for a long moment.

“Like a place I could build something,” she says simply.

Build.

That word slides into my chest and settles there.

I came here to scatter ashes, to close a chapter, to leave, to continue finding myself.

“I was supposed to come here, do the thing, and go,” I admit. “Instead I keep… expanding.”

Karl brightens. “Emotionally?”

“Yes,” I say pointedly. “Emotionally. Focus.”

Jesse leans forward slightly. “You don’t look like someone passing through.”

“I absolutely am,” I insist automatically, which is exactly what someone who is not absolutely passing through would say.