“About?”
“Getting your name tatted on me.”
“I thought you once said that was stupid for people to do.”
“That was when I was in middle school. I don’t feel the same way.”
“Oh yeah?”
“No. We’ve been together for almost a lifetime, Chaos. If something does happen, then I’ll just use that name to remember the chaos you reaped in my life.”
I chuckle. “And I’ll use yours to remember the bitterness it brings me every time I consider how I fucked up.”
“What do you mean?”
“If I lose you again, girl, it must be because I fucked up. The first time I lost you, it was because I fucked up. Approaching you that night when everything went to hell and back could havecleared things up, or maybe even a phone call. I was too fucked up in the head over receiving the call from Priest that I had killed the wrong person and too fucked up over seeing you with that nigga to think of anything different. If I’m ever that stupid again, slap the shit out of me. Because I don’t deserve to have you if I can’t keep simple lines of communication open.”
She bobs her head. “You won’t lose me, Chaos. I swear that I will never allow that to happen again. Even if I have to go to the ends of the earth this time or send your MC after you, you can’t get rid of me that easily again.”
“Good to know.” I kiss her forehead and settle back into eating as the rest of my brothers come sit at our table with us.
SIX MONTHS LATER
“Ooh, baby, just like that.”
Chaos pushes my legs back toward the headboard. “Like this?” he asks, digging deeper into me.
“Oh, yes!” I squeal as my lungs threaten to explode. He’s pushing deeper into me, and I feel my pussy being stretched to capacity. I can barely breathe.
He lifts on his knees and prods and pokes me with a short staccato beat. His balls pound softly against my ass cheeks as he thumps inside of me.
“This my pussy, Charisma?”
“Yes, baby. It’s your pussy!” I scream.
CJ is in bed asleep, but even if he weren’t, we aren’t at risk of being heard having sex.
Chaos wraps a hand around my neck as he slowly drives into me, winding his hips and burying himself deeper into me.
“Oh fuck. I can’t breathe, Chaos.”
He squeezes my neck tighter, and my eyes close in bliss. He uses his thumb to run gentle circles around my clitoris before he tugs and pulls.
When he finally pulls back, it’s to spread my pussy lips wide, and he sucks at them with his gaze pinned on mine. My hips jerk wildly off the bed, and my heart threatens to beat out of my chest.
I grab his head and shove my hips closer to his mouth, making sure it latches onto my pussy. He sucks and swipes through my flesh, pleasuring me in a way that only he can. Sometimes, I’m full at the thought that I have never shared my body with another person but him.
Some ladies have asked if I’m jealous of the fact that he’s been with multiple women, while I’ve only had him. It doesn’t bother me in the slightest. Chaos needed to do what Chaos needed to do. In the interim, I was standing in the background maturing and raising our son. I preserved everything for him, and I have no regrets.
His hands slide down to my ass cheeks, and he slowly pries them open as he continues sucking my lower lips. He lifts away just a little. “Spread that ass and that pussy for me, ma.”
I open my pussy lips wide all the while pushing my legs further back. His dark gaze heats up as he slides his lips all around my pussy, sucking each lip one at a time, until he thrusts his tongue inside of me and I almost explode.
At the same time, his fingers are playing at my back entrance, exploring, widening, and pleasuring me until I’m ready torelease. When I do, his tongue is there to catch all my pussy juices.
Chaos finishes and hovers over me again.
“What?” I whisper.
