I’ve been at the clubhouse all day, but I’m heading home to apologize to her. My feelings for Charisma are stronger than they’ve ever been, and that shit scares me because it makes me feel I’m losing control. Loving her will leave me vulnerable and place a target on her back, and I can’t afford that, not for her or CJ.
When I get inside, I find her upstairs on the bed with the TV and lights off, and her back is to me.
“Charisma, about earlier. I just wanted to apologize for all the shit.”
“Leave me the fuck alone, Chaos.”
My jaw clenches, and she’s pissing me off again already. “Listen, Charisma, I know that I pissed you off, but you ain’t gon’ be talking to me like that.”
“Oh, yeah? Why not?” she asks sarcastically with her back still to me. “I’m not shit to you, and you’re not shit to me, so you shouldn’t worry about?—”
I can’t take this shit no more. I reach out and snatch her li’l ass off the bed by the back of her shorts.
“Chaos!” She yelps in stunned surprise and tries to push me away.
I back her up against the wall.
“Didn’t I tell you that you not gon’ be talking to me like that?” I demand through clenched teeth as I fist the neckline of her tank top. I’m so deep in her face that I see the gold threads woven through her russet-brown eyes.
“I don’t give a shit. You’re not my daddy or my man. I have a man, and he’s so much better to me than you could ever be.”
I grab her around the neck and force her head back before I mush my lips against hers and bite her lip. She opens her mouth to me, and I devour her mouth and tongue as though they’re the only things keeping me alive. It’s the only way that I can stop that fly ass mouth of hers from saying dumb shit that pisses me off. I drag the hand that I’m holding her tank top with over her breasts and underneath her tank top.
Charisma moans as I pinch her nipples and twist them. A little shriek slips from her mouth, but I continue twirling her swollen nipples and controlling her with a passionate kiss. I drag my fingers away from her nipples, down her belly, and into her shorts. She arches her back and spreads her legs, allowing me to swipe my fingers between her flesh.
“Does your man ever make you feel the way that I do?” I ask with my lips still pressed against hers.
She moans and then cries as tears fall from her eyes. “I hate you! You know that? I fucking hate you!”
“No, you don’t.”
“Yes, I do!”
“Tell me you hate the way this feels,” I demand, plunging my fingers inside of her.
Her hips rocket upward, and she squeezes her pussy around me.
“Just let me go back to him.”
“Is he gon’ beat this pussy up the way that I do? Huh? He gon’ work that tongue through your pussy and ass like me? He gon’ have those pretty eyes shedding tears ’cause the dick so good you can’t leave it alone? Huh?”
“Fuck you, Chaos!”
“I’m trying to let you, ma. You ain’t acting right.”
“I hate you so much that I wish you’d never walked back into my life,” she lies with a moan as she lifts a leg and locks it around mine. Her hips gyrate as she uses her pussy muscles to suck my fingers deeper inside. I rub my thumb over her clit and feel the immediate satisfaction of her pussy throbbing around my fingers.
“You can hate me all you want, but nobody’s ever gonna please this pussy the way that I do. Nobody’s gonna have ya li’l ass crying over the dick the way I do. Ain’t nobody gonna eat this ass the way I do.”
I spin her around, pull her shorts and panties down, and I go to work eating that ass. Her ass is jiggling and pussy dribbling as she cries out repeatedly, begging me not to stop, until she cums. When she finishes, I pull my dick free from my sweatpants and take her from behind.
“Damn it, Chaos!” She screams when I wrap her hair around my hand and jerk her head back.
“Oh God, this pussy is so wet and fat.” I groan.
Charisma works her hips hard, taking me deeper into her. The sound of our flesh slapping against each other drowns out the sound of the AC unit. My fingers pinch the flesh at her hips, and she drops her head forward.
I snatch her head back one more time. “That feel good, ma?” I stroke her deep and slow as I grab the back of her neck and squeeze.
