I grabbed him by the side and pulled him in close. “It’s sexy.”
He laughed against my neck. “If you say so. Thanks.”
It was true—everything about him was sexy. The way he made me smile, the way the skin on his clavicle felt between my lips, the soft noises he made in his sleep. Watching the wheels in his brain turning while he worked always jolted me with desire. He had such a bright future ahead of him, and I couldn’t believe how lucky I was to be along for the ride.
“I want you,” I whispered in his ear. “I want you right here.”
Shawn buried his fingers into my shoulders, then dragged his hands down to my chest. His fingers immediately went to work unbuttoning my shirt, dancing across my skin. “Me and my boyfriend get everything we want,” he whispered back.
My hips jerked as coals of want burned. I tore my shirt the rest of the way off and tossed it aside, then worked on undressing Shawn as I shoved him lightly backward, closer to the mattress.
“Do you have lube?” he asked.
I nodded as I pulled his shirt off, then flicked his jeans undone. We’d talked about condoms and safety when we started fooling around, and I’d shown him the test results I got after I broke up with Monica, so I knew we could go ahead without worrying. “I’ve got everything we need.” I rubbed the palms of my hands down his chest, teasing over the hard nubs of his nipples. “It’s a first time for both of us,” I growled. “That’s so hot.”
Shawn laughed as he fell backward, landing on the sleeping pad. I jumped down to join, and we both kicked the rest of our clothes off. For a few minutes, we rolled around, kissing and groaning, our cocks stiff between our bodies. The evening breeze blew across our skin, still warm with the end of summer.
We’d talked about trying anal for a while. It was something Shawn definitely wanted to do, although I wasn’t sure for myself at first. After I rimmed him in Atlanta, though, Shawn’s perfect ass was about the only thing on my mind when we fooled around. And now that he was my boyfriend, I didn’t want to waste any more time learning what it was like to be with him in that way.
“Cass,” Shawn said, his mouth wet against my chest. He titled his eyes up, needy. “Will you get me ready?”
My hips bucked. Shawn’s cock pressed against mine as he rode my body, still kissing at my chest. “Fuck yeah,” I answered.
I was lying on my back, and Shawn scrambled around, arching his ass in my face. He took his glasses off, then looked over his shoulder at me, his eyes watery.
Without another word, I grabbed his cheeks, spread them wide, and blew hot breath along his crease. Shawn shivered, just like I knew he would. He palmed my cock as I went to kissing him, licking his rim and the soft fuzz around it. Gasping, Shawn pushed his ass back, bouncing his hips as he offered himself to me.
Fuck, I wanted to be inside him. The suction of his lips as he dragged them up and down my shaft teased how hot and tight his hole would feel. His muscles tightened and tugged the tip of my tongue, and the circuitry of our bodies sparked. I dragged my hand down his thigh, then pushed it up to explore his balls, hot between my fingers.
There were so many ways to touch him. I thought I’d know how he would react because of my own body, but Shawn was always surprising me, just like I was surprised to learn how much fun it was to hold his sack in my hand and coax his balls. I could practically feel them filling with cum, and I growled happily when they tightened up to his body.
Shawn pushed his fingers behind my balls and rubbed at my taint. I growled even louder as I jerked my hips and plowed my cock into the back of his throat.
Fuck. Everything about him felt so fucking good.
I pulled my lips back from his rim, a string of saliva dangling in the air. “You feel good, babe?” I checked in.
He pulled his lips off my cock with a pop. “So good.”
Sitting up, I grabbed Shawn from behind and pulled him close. We fell back together, rolling on the cushy pad as our bodies aligned. “Did you always know?” I whispered in his ear.
His feet tangled with mine as his hand landed on my hip. “Did I always know what?”
“That you were in love with me.”
My cock throbbed against his body as fireflies flickered in the trees. “Not at first.” His cock twitched, making my whole body lurch closer to him, humming with the pleasure of his sweet voice. “I thought it was just a crush.”
“Yeah?” Fuck, I wanted him so bad.
He shuddered in my arms. “Yeah. I fell in love with you when I got to know the real you.” He arched his back, rubbing his cheeks against my cock. “You fall in love with someone real.”
I grabbed his hip and trailed my fingers over the curve of it. “I love being real with you,” I whispered in his ear.
Shawn spun around and pushed me back, surprising me. I chuckled as he crawled on top, straddling my hips again. He reached back and took my cock in his hand, squeezing it softly while he stared at me.
Fuck, did I love watching him get more confident like that. As much fun as it was to tease him out of his shell when he was nervous, I felt like this was my real reward.
He pressed my cock between his cheeks and bounced softly. “We’ll go slow at first,” he said, holding me against the heat of his hole.
