Lifting her palms in surrender, she sent a silent plea to Joy to keep her vigil over the doctor and got to her feet again. With sharp, angry strides she walked to the bathroom that she had gone into earlier to be sick. She flung the door wide. “Empty,” she announced.
The shooter didn’t come to verify her claim. He couldn’t, without turning his back on his hostages. Instead he stood at a distance with the gun, bouncing his aim between Izzy and the others.
She yanked open a supply closet, the only other door in the waiting room. On one side was a pile of boxes, and a stack of cleaning supplies. On the other side hung three long white lab coats and a barricade made of a vacuum, a mop, and a bucket. From where she was standing, Izzy could also see two faces, pinched and pale, blinking up at her. One, an older woman, held a finger to her lips.
Izzy turned, blocking that side of the closet with her own body. “Empty. Happy now?” she said, and she slammed the doors shut. She folded her arms, mustering courage she didn’t feel. “Nowcan I go back to doing my job?”
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FOR A MINUTEWREN WASsure she was a goner. When that closet door opened, she had turned to stone. She stared up at the woman, who clearly noticed them, but didn’t give away their hiding place. She stayed utterly frozen until they were plunged into darkness again, and then felt Olive’s fingers gripping hers, papery and powdery, the way old ladies’ hands always were. Wren’s phone vibrated and she lifted it in the darkness.
Still safe?
Yes,she texted back to her father.
Where r u?
In a closet
Alone?
No,she wrote.With Olive.She didn’t explain who Olive was. It was enough that her father realized she wasn’t sitting here alone and terrified.
Can you see Bex?
No.
Don’t move,her father wrote.Don’t speak. Listen and tell me what u hear.
Wren tried, but with the closet doors closed, it was all muffled.There were shots,she wrote after a moment.Aunt Bex fell down. I think it went into her chest.
Which side?
Wren blinked. She tried to think; where had the red spread? She moved her hand over her own chest, mapping the memory.Right.
She realized, as she typed it, that her father was feeding her hope. The right side of your chest didn’t hold your heart. There was a chance that her aunt was still fighting.
People were crying,Wren typed. A lady wearing scrubs opened the closet door and she saw us but she made sure he didn’t.
A warning popped up on her screen.You only have 10% battery left. Would you like to go into Save mode?
Yes,Wren thought.Yes, I very much would.
Dad,she typed,I’m sorry.
It had been her decision to get birth control. Her decision to keep that little tidbit of information from her father. Her decision to ask her aunt to bring her here secretly. She waited for her father to absolve her, to say that it was all right, that it wasn’t her fault.
Tell me what else is happening,he wrote.
Wren felt something sink inside her. What if she got out of here, and things were never the same between the two of them? What if she had broken everything with one mistake?
She was going to live, she decided, if only to prove to her father that she could grow upandstill be his little girl.
Wren started typing.The woman who saw us had blood all over her clothes.
Was she hurt?
I don’t think so,Wren wrote.But other people are.
