I don’t know how long we stay locked together like that.Long enough for our breathing to slow back to normal.Long enough for me to know that a lifetime with her, just like this, will never be enough.Long enough for her to realize it too.I think.
We don’t have a lifetime.I’m certain of that.
But we have this night.
And the morning is still many hours away.
Chapter11
GIANNA
A blindingflash of light and the sound of drapes being opened wakes me.The sun is shining directly into my eyes, but it’s not as bright or as hot as the look he gives me as his face appears to block out the sun.
“Rise and shine,” he says, a big old grin on his face.
I feel like I haven’t slept at all.And that I’ve slept for a week.Neither are actually true.I slept some.In between pleasure that rose to heights I’ve never imagined possible.All through the night, all the way through to dawn.
He’s dressed in a white suit that somehow sparkles in the sun.And his hand is warmer than sunshine as he slides it down my middle all the way to my pussy, which at once wants his touch and needs a break.
I don’t get a break.And as he slides two fingers in, I realize I don’t want a break.He massages my clit with his thumb, his fingers pressing that button of pleasure inside me, and his lips are wrapped around my nipple, still sore from his kisses last night.But it doesn’t need a break either.
I’m moaning before I know it, realizing that it would not be a bad thing if this was how I woke up every morning from now on.My next orgasm is so close I can taste it, and I push into his hand to welcome it.
Only to have him pull away.
He releases my nipple, his fingers still inside me.Starting to pull out like he means to stop.
I grab his wrist to prevent that.Which only makes him grin wider, a mean shine in his eyes.
“I thought you weren’t gonna ask me for anything,” he says like he finds it enormously funny.
“That’s right,” I counter and release his wrist.“But you just take what you want.You’re in charge of me.”
I don’t mean that.Not even a little bit.But it worked to get him all wild last night.And it might work again.My whole body is screaming for release, for the kind of pleasure only he can give me, the kind that makes me forget my name, let alone everything else.
He grins some more, his eyes turning more mischievous as he pulls his fingers all the way out.
My disappointment must be written all across my face because he actually laughs in a bright, melodic way.I wish he’d laugh like that all the time.But he hardly ever laughs and it’s over immediately now too.
“What I want today is for you to have the same kind of hard on for me that I always have for you,” he says.
Serves me right for trying to play games with him.I’m no good at that.And I don’t know if it’s because I’m too naive or inexperienced or because he can see right through me.
He gets off the bed and looks down at me.“Come on, get up now.Maria is coming to help around the house.And while she’s the kindest woman you’ll ever meet, she hates messes.”
I gasp and look around the room, which is one giant mess.I made the mess yesterday, while trying on all my new clothes and then we just added to it during the night.
He laughs again and slides his thumb across my lips.“Don’t change too much, Goldie.”
Then he says he has to go and leaves.Doesn’t lock the bedroom door.Doesn’t even close it.
And I just sit there, trying to figure out what he meant.And how I’m going to last the day without him, when all I want is his kisses and his touches and that magical pleasure he gives me.How will I face the day without it?
But that’s so dumb.
Of course I will face this day without him just fine.
And all the days until my family are free and safe and I’m reunited with them.That’s my goal.This is just something I have no control over.No say in.No way to escape from.
