ChapterSeventeen
Morgan
Dear god.
My legs shake like a newborn fawn's as Noah stands and helps me to my feet.I gnaw on my lip as I feel his seed trickle down my thigh.
"Morgan, we didn't use protection."Noah seems to have just realized this.
I cling to his arm for balance."No, we didn't."
"I feel like an idiot."
I laugh, pat his chest."We’ve both been celibate for a very, very long time, so I'm not worried about STDs, and not only am I almost fifty and in perimenopause, but I had an ablation several years ago.My periods were super heavy and I was sick of it and I knew I wasn't going to have any more kids, so I had the procedure done."
He sighs in relief, but it is immediately followed by a grunt of frustration."I should have asked first, Morgan.It was irresponsible."
I follow him into the bathroom, where he twists on the shower and then turns to face me.I lean against him, gaze up at him."I'min charge of my body—I’m responsible for myself.Iwantedyou bare.I knew exactly what I was doing."I kiss his throat."I knew damn well you weren't thinking about that, honey, so stop worrying about it.Please.I'm so,sofucking happy, Noah.I'm happier than I've ever been in my life, and it's all because of you."
Steam swirls and skirls around us, filling the bathroom.Noah searches my face and sees the truth written there."God, you're amazing."
I shake my head, eyes wet again."You make me feel beautiful again, Noah.I can't even begin to explain what a precious, priceless gift that is.To feel wanted?To feel beautiful?To have that ugly, constantly-criticizing voice in my head finallyshut the fuck up?"Another head shake."Youdid that, Noah; yougave that to me."
I step into the shower, add some cold so the water is tolerable, and pull him in after me.We both groan in pleasure at the heat of the water.For a moment or two, we just luxuriate in the heat, taking turns under the spray and then clasping together beneath it and kissing, losing ourselves in each other.
I feel the cold tile against my back and I feel his hard cock press against me, and I grin into his mouth, reaching between us to grasp his hot length.I guide him into me, hook a leg around his hard, muscular ass.He scoops me up by my buttocks and crushes me against the tile wall, holding me up by my ass as he sinks into the cradle of my thighs, burying his cock deep inside me with a rough, ragged gasping groan.
I whimper in his ear."Oh god…Noah."
"Morgan."
I cling to him, clutch his shoulders and his neck and his head and his back and everywhere I can reach, and I hook my feet together behind his back, and I pant in his ear as he thrusts up into me slowly, unhurried and gentle.
"Just like that, Noah," I breathe."God, you feel so good inside me."
I don't need anything else.I don't even need to come—I don't know if I evencancome again, at this point.I just want him.I want this.I writhe with him, feel the cold tile scrape against my back and loving it, loving the brutal dig of his fingers into my ass cheeks as he prizes me open so he can fuck deeper inside me, the hard slap of his hips against my ass, the rough plunge of his cock into me.
I pant in his ear as he fucks me, and I hear his grunts muffled against my chest, feel his lips on my throat, and then he's bent over me and fucking me while hunched and cupping my tits to his mouth and suckling on them as he fills me with slow smooth strokes in perfect rhythm.
"Noah, oh god, Noah."
"Morgan!"his whisper of my name is a ragged sigh."Morgan, god—you feel…”
"How do I feel, baby?Tell me."
"Heaven.You feel like heaven.So fucking good."His thrusts speed up, then, and all I can do is hold on to him and take it.
"Noah, Noah, oh god, Noah…yes, honey, yes.I…I love how you feel inside me."
I feel him rising to the cusp, then, and I feel my body responding in kind, even though I had no expectation of orgasming again, not after however many he's already given me tonight.
Faster, but still gently, Noah drives into me, grunting now with each thrust and I use my legs to encourage him, pull at him, drive my hips as much as I can in time with his thrusting, and I gasp in his ear.
"Morgan!"he says, gasping, breathless."Oh god.Oh fuck.I'm—I'm—oh god, I'm gonna come, Morgan."Driving hard from the legs, he pounds into me and then I feel him cut loose with a ragged shout, and his cum spreads through me in a hot wet flood and I feel myself clenching around him, coming with him on a soft cry."Oh god, I—I luh—" he cuts himself off abruptly.
"Say it, baby," I gasp in his ear."Tell me you love me."
“Oh god, I do.I love you, Morgan.Oh god, oh my god."
