A wicked grin curls his lips, his eyes burning with anticipation. “Then I’ll have more time to make you come. Because I intend to do so all night long.”
My body throbs, my heartbeat roaring in my ears as he scoops me up, wrapping my legs around his hips.
I don’t have time for second thoughts.
Don’t have time to panic.
I barely have time to grasp the fact thatthis is happening.
I’m about to lose my virginity.
With a complete stranger.
AnItalian, no less.
God, my parents would be furious if they ever found out.
My brothers would lose their ever-loving minds.
Good thing I don’t plan on telling them.
Ever.
Still, a twinge of guilt tightens in my stomach.
But before I can change my mind, Raf’s thick tip is sliding between my folds. It’s like iron wrapped in silk, and time stops as I feel him align with my entrance.
He feelsmassive.
There’s no way in hell he’s going to fit.
My heart stops, my body tensing.
His lips come crushing down on mine as he thrusts inside me with astonishing force.
Sharp pain slices through me. I feel as though I’m tearing in half, and a cry rips from me as he fills my body, stretching me so completely that I don’t know how I’m supposed to survive it.
I shudder violently, my heart stuttering as my core clenches against the foreign intrusion.
I feel like I can’t breathe, can’t move for fear of making it hurt worse.
Hot tears sting the backs of my eyes, and I bite back a sob as I cling to Raf, who goes deathly still against me.
An agonized groan rips from his throat, vibrating against my lips as it escapes him.
“Fuck, Aisling,” he grits, his voice sounding almost as pained as the searing heat between my thighs. “You’re so damn tight. I didn’t think… I’m just used to…” He trails off, leaning back so he can look me in the eyes. His Adam’s apple bobs, his nostrils flaring as he rakes in a deep breath, and he shakes his head. “It’s no excuse. I should have warned you that I’m larger than average. Are you alright?”
Now that I’ve had a second to wrap my mind around the deep and unfamiliar penetration, the pain is starting to ebb.
And in its place, a new throbbing anticipation soothes my electrified nerve endings.
“Yeah, I’m good.” I nod jerkily, trying to convince myself at the same time as I do him. Because even if it hurts like hell, I don’t want to stop.
Not yet.
And I’m definitely not about to admit that it probably hurts more because I’m a virgin.
I’ve heard the first time can be a bit uncomfortable.
