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A squeak leaves her before it turns into a giggle.

A real fucking giggle.

I stare at her.

She stares back, wide-eyed and bright, both hands grabbing my shoulders on instinct.

“You asshole—”

I kiss her before she can finish it. Not rough this time.

Just hungry and a little stunned and probably too much, because everything in me is reacting to that sound she made like I found something rare and breakable in a world full of knives.

She laughs against my mouth.

I lower her enough that her boots brush the tops of the grass but I don’t let go.

“Do that again,” I mutter.

Her mouth curves. “Do what?”

“That.”

“You’re going to have to be more specific.”

Brat.

I slide one hand higher up her back, the other still locked at her waist. “The laughing.”

Her expression changes a little at that.

Softer. More careful.

Like she doesn’t know what to do with the fact that I want it.

Then her fingers brush my eyebrow ring, feather-light. “You brought me to a dandelion field.”

“Yeah.”

Her eyes search mine. “Why?”

Because I don’t know how to give you your childhood back, but I’d rip the world open trying.

Because I can’t undo what men did to you.

Because I can’t be soft the way you deserve, but I can drag softness into existence and put it at your feet if that’s what it takes.

Instead I say, “Because you like dandelions.”

Her face does that thing again.

That dangerous little openness that makes my whole body go alert because I know how badly I want to keep it there.

She exhales slowly. “Maks.”

Just my name.

Nothing after it.