Chapter Six
Niilo
Aweek flies by in a haze of tourist traps, lesser-known attractions, and more local cuisine than should be possible to fit in our stomachs. I’d agreed to this trip with the appropriate amount of trepidation involved for traveling with a stranger. That is, I knew there was a strong possibility that, after a few days spent entirely in each other’s company, we’d run out of things to talk about, realize we have nothing in common, or just get sick of one another.
Instead, the times we’ve spent apart—nights in separate hotel rooms, or solo trips to the bathroom—I find myself missing him. I lie in bed, curled up and willing my tired body to convince my mind to rest, and think about how nice it would be to have Roman snuggled around me. I don’t even need it to be a sexual sharing of the bed, I just want him near. I want to see his scruffy face and broad chest first thing, and not have to wait for a knock at the door.
Having always considered myself a pragmatic, and level-headed individual, I’m not quite sure what to make of the way my mind and body keep reaching for Roman. Only one more week to spend in his company, and every drop of sand in the hourglass weighs me down a little more.
“Have you ever been in love?” he asks me now, as we drive down a winding road. This is how all of our vehicular conversations go—posing random questions to each other, and letting them lead us where they may.
Yes,I think, looking at the strong curve of his forearms, and the laugh lines visible at the corner of his eye, even when he’s not smiling. I wonder, where along this twisting road did I leave my sensibilities behind? He glances over, deepening those lines by grinning at me. I try not to sigh. It’s not his fault he’s perfect and I want him.
“No,” I tell him, because answeringyes, you, I’m in love with you, would light the fuse on our perfect vacation, and I am not cruel. “Have you?”
“Only once,” he says, chuckling. “Sixteen years old and found the love of my life at the Jiffy Lube.”
Startled, I laugh. “What on earth is a Jiffy Lube?”
“It’s an automative franchise,” he replies, the words tinged with laughter. “They change your oil and stuff. My first car was a 1991 Buick, and that baby had the freshest oil around once I discovered the Jiffy Lube.”
“Oh my.” Smiling helplessly, I shake my head. “How often did you bring it in?”
“Had her in once a week for three months before my dad caught on,” he says stoutly. I burst out laughing.
“Oh no,” I comment. He nods, trying to look serious, but losing the battle with his smile.
“Oh no,” Roman agrees. “Hardly my fault, though. Porn was great and all, but the sweaty mechanic at the Jiffy Lube? Who wore a dirty white tank top under his coveralls? Teenage me never stood a chance.”
“And adult you? Do you often frequent automotive shops to ogle the natives?”
“Definitely not. I have a very specific preference these days, and it doesn’t include layers of oil, sweat, and dirt.”
“A type? Do tell.”
It’s only because I can’t tear my eyes away from his profile that I catch the smirk hidden in the beard.
“Blond. Blue-eyed. Shorter than me,” he lists off. I raise my eyebrows, but he’s looking resolutely at the road. “Uhm, let’s see. Smart, funny. Beautiful with makeup or without. Probably has a propensity for wearing clothing that makes me want to die.”
I snort. It’s true that I’ve devoted myself to wearing the least amount of fabric possible this week, and it’s also possible that I’ve enjoyed Roman’s reactions. I wasn’t trying to kill the man, but I suppose it does feel nice on the ego. I sit up a little straighter and adjust the seat belt stretched across my chest, biting my lip as Roman’s eyes immediately slide over and snag on my stomach.
“Accent,” he continues, clearing his throat. “Definitely has an accent. Always smells like he pulled his clothes fresh from the laundry.”
“My, this is quite specific,” I note. “I think we can narrow your search down to twinks, though, so that may help.”
“Finnish twinks,” he says with finality, making me laugh. He blushes a little bit, looking pleased when he glances away from the road and catches my eye. “Lucky for me, I successfully abducted one last week.”
“You are ridiculous and a flirt, Roman.”
“I’m actually pretty terrible at flirting. Luckily, you do seem to be picking up on the subtlety, though.”
I raise one eyebrow. “Does subtlety mean something different in America?”
“I’m just a simple Viking, Niilo,” he teases. My cheeks are starting to hurt from how often I’ve smiled and laughed today. How dare he be so handsome and silly and easy to like.
Our arrival in Rome successfully derails any further flirting, as chatting becomes harder when Roman is trying to navigate the city. We end up looping around our hotel three times, as he misses the turn and gets flustered by the narrow streets and brave pedestrians, striding out into the street. When he finally parks the little car, he pauses, taking a second to inhale the first breath I’ve seen him take in ten minutes, before turning to me.
“We can hit all the important stops on foot, if you like,” I offer, grinning when he practically radiates relief.
