“Okay, it’s ready.” I panted, looking at the length of it in a new light. It would go at least twice as deep as my fingers, and it was twice as wide. I’d have control and no control at the same time. It was when I really freed myself that Dom’s presence was the strongest.
I want you to put it on the first setting before you touch your ass. Are the batteries in?
“Yes.” My gaze stayed fixed on the vibrator. I bit the inside of my cheek as I turned the black dial at the bottom, and it sprung to life.
A slow buzz, slower than my razor, but louder than anything else in the room. And it just buzzed there, in my hand, like I wasn’t about to bury this deep inside me and try not to call Dom’s name as I came.
I prayed they couldn’t hear it. Another long moan from next door confirmed they were busy.
I stroked my cock with my other hand, not sure if I should enter myself from underneath, or thread my hand down my back and push into myself from behind.
Both ways were still awkward, but the buzzing silenced any self-consciousness that still hummed in me.
Molly and I hadn't had sex for months, and I was bending forwards, the strain on my arm aching through my shoulder as I fed the vibrator between my thighs. I pressed my forehead against the hard headboard, and releasing my cock to pull back an asscheek instead. One touch of the vibrator against my entrance was all it took before I let out a cry.
Say it, Harry. What do you want?
If I hadn’t been leaning against the wall, I would have fallen down at the vibrations tingling along my ass. I pressed harder, moaning louder, circling myself like I had with my fingers.
“Oh, God. This is amazing.” Every muscle in my body loosened as I gave myself over to the sensation. “I feel like I’m melting. I don’t know if I can take this.”
The lube made everything so wet and smooth. I teased myself, dragging the vibrator along the seam of my ass. I’d trapped myself against the wall, and it was too hard to look up to see if there were any more messages. Taken away by the pleasure, I could only submit to it.
You know how much I love watching you play.
I groaned as I lined up the vibrator, the small head buzzing against my ass. Tension took over as I pressed it harder against me. One soft push, one burst of pleasure, and I nearly came.
I whipped it away with a gasp, my cock twitching as pre-cum leaked onto the pillow below me. My breaths were heavy, mybody already burning from the position, but I was needy and desperate to feel more.
Pressing the vibrator back against me, I let everything around me drop away as it breached my tight hole.
I whimpered as I softened and tested the stretch. The lube made it easier, along with gentle pulses from my finger. I closed my eyes, moaning as the tip slipped inside me.
Everything grew more intense as my feelings flared again. Dom with me, watching me, hungry, waiting. And I wanted to respond.
Another firm push on its base from my fingertip and my ass opened. My hips were already shaking from the low buzz. I tried to widen myself, to take more.
“I’m going to try it. I can’t see the phone; it’s too much to look. But- I’m still here. I want you with me. Just stay with me. Please,” I begged.
Less than an inch in, and it already felt too big. I didn’t know how I was meant to push something so thick inside my body.
I breathed through my nose, all awareness focused on my ass. How tight it was, the pain that was trembling around the edges, the fear that was whispering in me that I was going to ruin myself.
Because I wanted to know: is that what Dom felt when his ass was filled? When someone else fucked him did he moan and shout like I needed to, totally taken over by pleasure?
What would he look like beneath me? Or over me, pressing his cock up into me as he held me, one hand on my thigh, theother ringing my throat, keeping his chest pressed against my back, making sure I couldn’t escape as he thrust upwards.
“Oh, fuck. Oh God,” I choked out. “This is so much. I can’t…”
I lifted myself up again, tormenting myself by turning the dial.
I swallowed, so nervous, so close to coming that I didn’t think I could hold on. If I came, it wouldn’t stop me pushing more inside myself, or taking this lust to the next level.
Spreading my knees further, I held the vibrator in place as I gingerly lowered down onto it. Everything disappeared as it consumed me. I was dying, drowning, overtaken by sensations that I couldn’t control even though I was in charge of the vibrator. The buzzing became a background noise to my muffled sounds of pleasure as I sent it further inside me.
Unable to push it all the way in, I started to rock. Gently at first, raising my ass up and down, growing used to the sting of it. The lube helped, but this was so new that I still nervously clenched around it.
Another cry ripped from me as I continued. I was nowhere near the hand that gripped it, but the vibrations were pure torture. Inside me, outside me, melding with my skin, driving me insane. I wanted so much more that I was lost to everything but the sensation of being entered.
