I straddled his waist, but instead of facing forward, I faced away from him. I bent down towards the bed, resting my chest between his legs as I gave him a view from behind, one he’d never forget. He let go of his cock, both of his hands grippingmy ass cheeks and spreading it wide open. “Fuck, you look so fucking hot.”
I sat up straight once more, looked over my shoulder, and shot him a teasing grin. Resting my knees on either side of his hips, I straddled his cock and moved lower, lower, lower, until the wet tip hit my clit and I cried out with need.
All I could think about was Ayden’s cock so deep inside me, my legs shook with anticipation.
Finally, slowly, but surely, I sunk down onto his hard, thick cock, feeling him stretch me from the inside out.
And then I rode the fucking shit out of him until we both came together.
CHAPTER SIX
Ayden
It was official.
I was never letting Raci go.
At least, I never wanted to.
We spent the rest of the day in bed, not bothering to find her car, as the second rainstorm came in earlier than we expected and the rain came down in sheets once again.
Despite resurfacing for food and to take Bluey out, we stayed in bed, kissing, exploring, making love, talking, and discovering everything there was to know about our bodies and our lives.
One day passed, and then another, and then, the storm cleared, the mud dried, and we went in search of Raci’s car.
It wasn’t but a mile up the road, an easier find when it’s not dark, raining, and muddy, and she drove it back to my house, claiming she didn’t want to leave yet.
But we were both just dancing around the inevitable. That we’d be leaving each other.
She had a life to get back to in the city, and I couldn’t ask her to stay even though I desperately wanted her to. It wasn’t fair toput it all on her shoulders. She had a life there. Just like I had a life here. I couldn’t relocate to the city so how could I expect her to relocate here?
“I had fun with you these past few days.” Raci said against my chest as we cuddled on the couch.
I kissed the top of her head. “Don’t say it like that.”
“Like what?”
“Like we’re never going to see each other again.”
“Ayden…we need to real here. We led different lives…I’m going back to the city and you’re staying here.”
“I know. But…”
Raci shook her head. “No. We promised we wouldn’t do that. We promised we wouldn’t ask that of each other.”
She was right. We promised. Last night in bed, when we confessed we were falling in love with one another but promised we wouldn’t ask the other to leave or stay. It wasn’t fair.
“I know. I’m sorry.” My voice caught and I cleared it quickly, hoping she wouldn’t notice. How would I ever let her go? “But maybe you can come visit…”
“Ayden. I don’t know if that would be a good idea. It’ll only open wounds…bring feelings up.”
I couldn’t take it anymore. I couldn’t take her talking like we would never lay eyes on each other again. I wouldn’t survive. Not without her. I could feel it in my bones.
I let go of her and stood up from the couch. I shoved my hands through my hair, but it didn’t help. I only felt worse. “Raci, I can’t…fuck, I thought this would be a lot easier.” I kneeled down in front of her and took her hands in mine. “How can you say that? How can you talk like we’ll never see each other again and you’re okay with it?”
“Ayden,” Raci choked out. “I’m anything but okay with it. I just have to be strong, for me, for you, for us. We kn2ow it can’twork between us. We need to save ourselves the trouble and heartbreak.”
“What if we try long distance? What if we visit on the weekends and…”
