“You won’t be driving in shit that I paid for!” he huffed as his chest heaved up and down.
The handle bars had a hold on me and I wasn’t thinking rationally. I should’ve at least parked my car a few blocks away before I started talking shit.
After Jahrein ruined my ride he started grabbing my kids and placing them in his truck. I was trying to stop him but I didn’t put up a huge fight because I sawsomething real evil in his eyes. I think that he was ready to murder me at that point.
When it got down to the baby he had me fucked up. “Give me the baby.” he demanded.
“No.” I held on tightly to my son.
“Give me the baby.” he said more aggressively. That was when I realized that he was going to take my kids away from me to hurt me. That was the only angle he had. Right then, I knew that if I let him leave with my kids that it would be a while before I saw them again.
“No.” I cried, feeling helpless. You’d think that somebody would’ve called the police in such a nice neighborhood. Red’s ass could have tried to stop him.
“I aint leaving without my son.”
“Well, I aint letting him go.” I trembled.
I didn’t know what to do. Somehow, my dumb ass ended up riding home with him. Even though he had ruined my truck I couldn’t stand to see my kids ride off without me, so I was left with no choice. When he pulled into the garage ofhishome I was even more confused. I hadn’t imagined giving in to him so easily.
“Come on y’all.” he said as he opened the door for the kids. They all climbed down and went inside the house. I was still sitting in the truck with Jahlero. He came around and opened my door. “Come on, main. Get out.” he took the baby out of my arms.
I finally decided to go inside his home. I really did feel like a visitor because I had every intention of going back to my own apartment.
“Look mommy! I got a new doll.” Jhyrah announced, as she waved a Barbie doll.
“Oh, let me see.” She came and brought her doll to me.
Jahrein was sitting there and studying me like a science project. I sat and interacted with my children for hours. I was trying to think of a way to get all five of my kids out of that house. My Honda was still in the garage and I had the keys but Jahrein was watching me like a hawk.
His cell phone started ringing and I was waiting on him to answer. He took a glance at the screen and ignored it. I didn’t know why he did that because he was no longer my concern.
“Why didn’t you answer that?” I asked him.
“Cause that wasn’t anybody important. The most important things in my life are you and my kids, so all other shit can wait.” he claimed. I just rolled my eyes at him.
His phone just kept on ringing. I could tell by the different ring tones that the callers were different. I knew for a fact that a few of them were business associates. He was ignoring them all. I knew that I was going to have trouble leaving if he was willing to sit there and miss money just to keep me there.
“Answer your phone.” I teased. “I aint going nowhere.”
“I’m good.” he bit his bottom lip, as he openly stared at me.
The day grew old and it became obvious that Jahrein was not going to let me out of his eye sight. He was literally following me from room to room. I was busy trying to nurture my baby. Around midnight Jahlero fell asleep. I laid him in his crib.
“He aint gon stay sleep for long.” Jahrein told me as if I didn’t know my own baby anymore.
“I know.” I sighed as I stood over the baby’s crib. I was trying to think of my next move. I didn’t come there to stay, but I couldn’t see myself leaving my kids again.
“You look tired.” he acknowledged, as I took a seat on the edge of his bed.
“I am.” I sighed, feeling at little awkward.
He decided to bring his friendly ass over to me and massage my shoulders. He was acting as if he hadn’t just smashed my truck up. But I can’t front… it did feel heavenly. I was sleepy, but I didn’t want to fall asleep around him. I didn’t know if it was him, or me that I didn’t trust.
My body was so relaxed that I almost didn’t feel him slide his hand down to my breast. Almost. He was stroking my nipple softly. His touch was still so familiar to me.
“Umm.” escaped my lips, and I guess that gave him the green light to proceed.
He stuck his hand down my shirt and in my bra. He palmed my breast and gently squeezed my nipple just like I loved it. Since I had just had a baby there was still some breast milk in my breasts, and he purposely squeezed some out. Before I could make any objections he had my shirt lifted up and was sucking my titties. I was extremely turned on, since I hadn’t had sex in a month, which was the longest time that I’d ever gone without it.
