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Before I knew it, he'd snatched me up, pulling me between two houses. “I don't know why you letting that hoe pump you up to come up here, but you better take ya muthafuckin' ass home.” he had me hemmed up against the house.

I dug my nails deep into his arms. “Let me go.” I gritted.

I thought that we was going to start blowing in a second, but he took me by surprise when he ruffled my hair up with both hands. I mean, he literally tossed my hair all over the place, making me look crazy as hell. “Okay, stay out here just like this, then.”

I stomped out of the alley, while all eyes were on me. “Shell, let's go.” I pouted.

Shell snickered. “The hell happened to your hair?”

I gazed at Jahrein and rolled my eyes. His boys were busy cracking up. “Jah, you's a fool for that one, nigga. Why you hating on lil' mama like that?” the tall yellow dude asked.

Jahrein frowned, as he ran his tongue across his teeth. “Not that it's any of your business, but I can't hate on what's mine, nigga.”

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A few days had passed since our fight and I was holding out on Jahrein. He was like a sex fiend and wanted it all the time, so he was going crazy. I was trying my best to show him that this wasn’t Burger King and he couldn’t always have it his way. Now, I loved fucking him probably just as much as he enjoyed me, but I had better restraint. Besides that, I couldn’t find my birth control pills anywhere, so I wasn’t trying to do anything until I found them. Something inside told me that Jahrein was behind the disappearance of my pills, but I didn’t understand why. I just knew that he wasn’t trying to have another baby. That would be just crazy.

“Come on, baby.” Jahrein pleaded as he pried himself between my thighs.

“Jahrein, move.” I gritted. It was three in the morning and he refused to let me sleep.

“Just, just, just kiss me.” he mumbled as he smothered me with his mouth.

“Um umm.” I shook my head as he pushed his tongue in my mouth. He kissed me long and deep and I fought against him the entire time. I think that my resistance was turning him on even more.

I could feel him pulling my panties aside and trying his best to penetrate me. That’s when I finally broke away from the kiss.

“Jah, I already told you not to do that.”

“Man, how are you going to tell me what to do with my pussy?”

“Yourpussy? Nigga please, you need to move.”

He ignored me and began pushing his way inside of me. I was moving all kinds of ways to stop him. “Jahrein, nooo. At least put on a condom. I haven’t taken my birth control lately.”

He stopped and stared at me through the darkness. “A condom? Girl, you got me fucked up. I aint using no damn condom with you and I don’t have none no way.”

“You better go get one if you want to fuck me.”

He sucked his teeth and then plunged deeply inside of me. He pinned my hands down as our mouths met again. He was fucking me extremely hard and breathing heavily. I hate to admit it, but I was already on the verge of cumming.

Jahrein lifted his head. “See, I knew your ass was fronting. You know you love this dick. You like it when I take what’s mine, don’t you? Look at you fucking me back.”

“So. I know you better pull out.” I moaned.

He pounded my walls as I gripped the sheets. The harder he pumped the more I could feel his dick jerking. That muthafucka was cumming inside of me.

“Jahrein, I told you not to do that. You was supposed to pull out.” I whined as he grinded into me.

“That’s where it’s supposed to go.” he sighed as he laid his chest on mine, completely out of breath. “You know that.”

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Me, Jahrein, and Jahrein Jr. were all riding in his Cutlass headed to the clinic. He'd just bought the car a few months ago. It was time for me to have a check-up and re-up on my birth control prescription. Ever since I'd had Junior I'd been keeping and making my own appointments. In fact, I handled all of my businesseither alone or with Jah. I can’t lie; he was usually there for the important shit, unlike so many of my friends’ babies’ daddies.

When we pulled up to the building I hopped out the car, leaving Jah to get the baby and all of his things. They were dressed alike with the same white Ralph Lauren Polo shirt, jeans, and Jordans. They were adorable and looked so cute together.

Somehow they still ended up ahead of me, so Jah held the door open for me. The clinic was crowded as usual. I signed in and then we took a seat. I noticed a lot of lonely chicks staring Jah down. He pretended to be engrossed into our son, but I knew that he noticed too.