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I scratched my head. “Yeah, if you would’ve asked me if I was having kids about two years back, then Iwould’ve laughed. Cause I really thought that there was no way. I had too much living to do.”

“Exactly. So, how you slipped up? A condom broke, what?”

I sighed. “Nah, man.”

“Nah?” He frowned. “So, it was intentional?”

I shrugged. “I wouldn’t necessarily say that. It was more like…I loved how it feltnotto wear a rubber. It was reckless, but when I was in the pussy…I kept telling myself that I’d just face the consequences.”

TP chuckled. “Damn. So, who’s ya baby mama? Is it that Melissa broad? I know that she was ya lil’ mama when I got locked up.”

“Nah.” I sucked my teeth. “I can’t believe they didn’t tell you.”

“Tell me what?” He furrowed a brow.

“That it was…Red’s boyfriend’s daughter.”

“Red? Your mama?”

“Yeah.”

“What nigga is this? Cause I know that she likes to switch ‘em out.”

I lightly chuckled. “She’d cuss your ass out, if she heard that. But nah, she aint been switching niggas no more. She been with the same nigga for about two years now.”

“Yeah? Who is that?”

“Ray-Ray. He’s from 5thWard.”

TP nodded. “I know who you talking about. That nigga knows how to stick and move to push dope anywhere his feet land.”

“Right.” I nodded in agreement, knowing that Ray-Ray had definitely taught me a few tricks of the trade.

“But I thought that he was a young nigga. He got a daughter old enough for you to be fucking her?”

“Yeah. She younger than me, though.”

“Okay. How you ended up fucking with her? She be coming over on the weekends?”

“Nah. One day, he just moved her in. Said that he didn’t want her around the old pervert her mama was living with.”

“And you just slipped and fell in that lil’ pussy, huh?”

“I mean…” I couldn’t help but laugh. “I kept telling myself not to go there. I held back for a lil’ minute, cause I knew that she was young. She had a nigga jacking off every night, I aint lying. I was calling all the hoes her name. I kept dreaming about it. Then one night…I got full of some good dope, and slid between her legs.”

“And she just gave it up?”

“Yes, and no. I talked her into it, honestly. She was a virgin. I broke her in.”

“Man, say, that virgin pussy do hit different,” TP offered.

“Ya feel me. Come to think about it, Ion really think that I’ve fucked with a virgin before her. These hoes on our end be freaked out. Already fucking and sucking.”

“True.”

“Right.” I licked my lips. “So, I got carried away. And sometimes I’d think about what I was doing. I was conscious of it. But I couldn’t stop.”

“Damn, that’s crazy. So, where lil’ mama at now?”