I mean. Yeah, I am. And if the way his dick twitched is any indication, he likes my attitude. Noted.Bring on the Bratactivated. I’m going to make sure this man can’t resist me.
He drops his boxers, and my eyes pop wide.
“Holy fucking shit, Jed. Pebbles is soooo not the right nickname for you.”
Like I knew. I could see the outline of the monster before he rid himself of his boxers. But now it’s pointing straight at me, his not-at-all-small balls hanging heavy beneath it. It’slookingat me. And it’s hella intimidating. Pretty sure if he hit me over the head with that hammer, it’d knock me flat out.
“Hence why there’s no fucking happening tonight. Your virgin hole couldn’t handle me, Sunshine.”
I bristle. “I could too.”What?Shut up, Shane. Like, do I want my asshole shredded to smithereens?
Jed just laughs and shakes his head. “You’re something else, you know that? First of all, there are certain preparations you would want to do ahead of time. That, and even experienced men have trouble with me. Unless I find myself a size-queen, having a large dick isn’t actually all that great when it comes to the queer hookup scene.”
I bite my lip and study him. Interesting. “So…does that mean you don’t usually do the fucking?”
He strokes himself slowly, and my brain disappears. He’s uncut. It’s fascinating. It’s notsodifferent right now except there’s some extra skin gathered beneath the head, kind of like a little penis scarf, and he keeps sliding it back over his head. Huh. I wonder what that feels like. The head disappears and reappears inside his foreskin.
“Oh, no. I exclusively top.”
I shake myself out of my dick-stupor and look up at him.
“I don’t bottom. Tried it, and it wasn’t for me. But I don’t need penetrative sex to enjoy sex. Not all queer men like anal sex. You can have a lot of fun with a dick without sticking it in an ass, just saying.”
“They should put that on a bumper sticker.” I feel like Frankie wouldlovethat. Hmm. Maybe a Christmas gift for him.
His dark eyes shine with amusement. “The things you come up with.” He shakes his head. “Regardless, when it comes to sex, it’s all preference. Even the way men like anal can be different. I’ve been with men who want to be railed so hard I’m practically splitting them in half.”
“Nrgh.” My fist tightens on my shaft. I almost raise my hand. Because,yes, sir. Please, sir. The visual of Jed Stone Jr. going to town on my ass? Count me in. Not tonight. But hashtag goals.
His dark chuckle slips over my skin, and the bed dips as hefinallyjoins me. He softly bats my hand away, and his fingers close around my shaft. A choked sound leaves me, and my back bows. Thick. Warm. Calloused. Fingers. They’re so big. I let out a shaky exhale.
He rests on his forearm next to my head. “Others don’t want a ton of movement,” he whispers as he slowly strokes me, light and loose. “Just the fullness.” His breath dusts over my lips, and they tingle in anticipation. “The connection.” Those lips graze over mine, and my body sparks to life. Zaps of electricity streak beneath my skin. “I’m game for just about anything. Whatever you want is what I want.”
“That sounds really nice,” I say breathlessly. And it does. “You are totally welcome to park your dick in my ass. I’ll keep it nice and warm for you.”
His head drops to my neck, and a half-groan, half-laugh bursts against my skin.
“Again. Not happening tonight.”
I’m not sure he means the words the way they sound. But they sound like I have a shot at more than one night. Silly ole Shane is going to hold on to that hope.
He lets go of my dick and slides his hand under me to cup my ass cheek. His gaze locks on mine, dark and serious. “We don’t do anything you’re not comfortable with, okay? You get to change your mind at any point if it becomes too much. You tell me to stop, we stop.” His fingers squeeze. “But I’d like to know what my options are.” He dips his fingers in my crease, just lightly, but my nerves light up. “I’m dying to play with you, Sunshine. What am I allowed?”
I swallow hard as something in my chest shifts. He keeps calling me that.Sunshine. “Anything.” My voice comes out scraped and raw. God, I want him to do anything he wants. Everything.
His brown eyes darken. “You sure you’ve never been with a man? You’re awfully eager for things most guys would want to ease into.”
“Just because I’ve never been with a man yet doesn’t mean I haven’t pictured this for a long fucking time. I’ve got a sexy-as-fuck man on top of me, and I’m not wasting the opportunity.” One who’s been the lead in all my fantasies since we met in Spring Training. But that’s probably a little too forward to admit.
“Excellent,” he says hoarsely. “Are you all cleared out down there?
“What?”
He squeezes my ass. “You cleared out,” he says with emphasis.
My eyebrows disappear into my hairline. “E-excuseme?” I squeak out. “D-did anyone ever tell you you’re really great at sexy talk?”
He grips my chin, fingers digging in so hard I yelp. A shock of pain shoots down to my cock. Interesting. Didn’t know that about myself. Discovering a lot of things about myself tonight.
