“You’re so beautiful, Ollie.” The compliment and the hunger in his expression make my skin heat, and a flush spread from my neck to my cheeks and ears. I loop a finger into the waistband of his jeans and drag him forward, our lips meeting in another hungry kiss. Darius’s hands roam over my shoulders and down my back as I strip him of his jeans and the lacy fabric beneath.
“On the bed, babygirl.” Sliding my leg between his, I nudge Darius back until his back hits the mattress. Then I crawl over him, settling between his legs. Trailing a kiss down his neck, I pay attention to his collarbone, nipping and sucking at his skin until he’s covered in pink and purple marks, all the while working my hand up and down his shaft.
“Ollie,” he whimpers, thrusting his hips into my hold.
“I’ve got you.”
Spreading Darius’s legs, I lift them and place his feet on the comforter. His hooded eyes lock onto mine, and I hold his gaze as I sink down so that my stomach meets the bed. With my nose to his soft skin, I part his ass cheeks, breathe in his scent, then lave my tongue through his crack.
“Fuck!” he moans, and I do it again and again, spearing my tongue into his hole and lapping up his musky flavour. Darius moves one hand to his cock, and the other he winds tightly into my hair. He uses his grip to drag me back up his body, and I kiss him, swiping my tongue inside his mouth and listening to him groan as he gets a taste of himself.
“Need you.” His breath is hot against my lips, and I pull away briefly to reach for the bottle of lube I keep in my top drawer. I coat two fingers in the cool liquid, then make quick work ofstretching his already soft hole before coating my cock. Darius lifts his legs and I drape them over my shoulder as I sit back on my knees.
I watch intently as the head of my cock breaches his tight ring of muscle. Darius hisses at the initial contact, but as I feed another inch into his hot, tight body, he relaxes, a keening whimper falling from his lips.
“You should see this. We’re a perfect fit.”
With slow movements, I pull all the way out and then rock my hips and slide back in. I repeat the motion a few times, Darius gripping the sheets between tight knuckles, my name falling from his lips.
Pleasure builds, a simmer of heat at the base of my spine, and I slow down, shallowing my movements. I manoeuvre Darius’s legs back onto the bed before blanketing his body with mine, pressing my cock deep inside. I rest my forehead on his and look into his eyes as we make love.
Slow and sweet.
There’s this sensation in my body that isn’t entirely physical – a bubbling of happiness that cannot be contained by the organ pumping fiercely in my chest. It spreads through me like liquid heat.
“I love you,” I whisper. “You’re my everything, angel.” His blue eyes glisten before he’s squeezing them shut, tears tracking down the sides of his face.
I pause my movements and pull up to get a better look at him. He’s shaking his head on the pillow, his face wet and his chest quaking like he’s holding in a sob.
“D?”
He shakes his head again and opens his eyes. I don’t like what I see, and when he speaks, I know why.
“We can’t do this. I’m sorry.” He pushes at my chest, hands clapping against my skin. I pull out, shooting back to sit on my knees at the end of the bed as he moves to sit up.
My pulse ticks up, fear washing over me like a crashing wave.
“Did I hurt you?”
“I’m sorry.” Darius climbs off the bed and frantically tries to find his clothes.
For some reason, I feel the need to cover my dick with the blanket, this rush of vulnerability hitting me out of nowhere.
“Darius, please talk to me. What’s happening?”
He finally finds his jeans and pulls them on. Then he’s looking at me and he’s crying so hard I can barely make out his words.
“We can’t. We can’t be together anymore.”
All the blood drains from my body, and I’m certain a crack forms across my heart.
“What? Why?” I’m on my feet in a heartbeat, stumbling as I search for my shorts and step into them.
“I can’t…I’m sorry. I truly am.”
This can’t be happening. We were fine. Better than fine, we were fucking incredible and now…
“Please, at least tell me why. Whatever it is, we can fix it. I’m not giving up on us. I fucking love you!”
