“Do you want me, Cipher?”
Kitten was straddling my hips with his hand on my cock. My mouth was dry and my tongue was tied as my desires warred with my conscience.
“Well?” he asked and reached out to grab hold of the top of the bed frame for leverage while rocking his groin against mine, rolling his hips the same way he’d worked that stripper pole.
“I want you,” I said.
“I can’t hear you,” he replied, the little shit, so I fisted his curls and dragged his ear to my lips.
“I want you, brat.”
He smiled. “Let’s get naked.”
He stripped off his underwear with enthusiasm, then helped me with my own. We’d never been completely naked together, except in the showers, when I growled and snapped at anyone who came too near. His warm, velvety skin slid against my own as he crawled back on top of me.
“Relax,” he said, noticing the tension in my body. I was like a robot, all stiff joints and jerky limbs.
“It’s not easy for me to relax,” I said.
“I know. Try for me, though, okay?”
Taking deep breaths, I concentrated on calming my body. Liquor would have helped with this, or drugs, but I wanted to be completely sober. I didn’t want to fuck this up.
Lying with our groins warm against each other and our cocks hard, Kitten kissed my neck, then rolled one of my nipples between his fingers as I had done to him before. He was a quick learner.
“How’s this?” he asked.
“Good.”
“We’re safe here, Cipher.”
I nodded, wanting to believe it. I reached around his back to hold on as my other hand clamped down on his ass. I recalled watching the nurse administer those shots while trying to think about anything other than Kitten bent over, ass bared. So soft, he felt so good. Holding him like this gave me a deep sense of rightness, like when your stomach was full or you were warm in your blankets, when you first lay down in your bed at night. All those sayings his mother had on their walls, I understood it now. Home sweet home, that was my Kitten. No matter where we were, even in this drafty, concrete cell of a dorm room, he made me feel better about life, more optimistic. Fucking live, laugh, love.
“You’re not circumcised,” he said as he squirted some lotion onto his hand and wrapped all five fingers around my stiff prick.
“Nope.”
“I always wondered what it might feel like to hold one.”
It was warm and slick inside the cocoon of fingers, and I rocked a little on the mattress to meet his slow strokes. Was this what it might feel like to be inside him? Did I want that? Didhewant that? Shit, I was starting to spiral. I needed to get out of my own head.
“So, what do you think?” I asked him.
“Slippery.”
“Mmmm.”
“Do you like it?” Kitten asked, watching me closely.
“Yeah,” I said with a nervous little tremor. A low-frequency buzz of arousal snaked through me and concentrated in my groin. His tempo was just right–not too fast and not too slow. I liked for the sensation to build; it gave my brain just enough time to shut down. “That’s good, baby,” I said. My cutie, my baby, my sweetness and light. He could do whatever he wanted to me–I’d let him.
“I am your baby, and you take such good care of me. I want to take care of you too.” Holding my head with his free hand, he leaned down to kiss me, not at all shy about thrusting his tongue inside my mouth and marking his territory. With one hand jerking my dick and his mouth claiming mine, he was definitely the one in control. Kitten knew how to get what he wanted, something I’d admired and respected because he was bold and direct in ways that I wasn’t.
“I’m going to get you off,” he said with complete confidence. “We’re going to do it like this, and I want you to come first, Cipher. That’s your only job right now. Got it?”
“Yeah,” I gasped, fingers scrabbling across his smooth skin for a place to hold on.
His grip tightened, working me over while his mouth left little love bites on my neck and shoulders. “So fucking nice,” I said and grabbed his ass cheeks to grind him against me. He was good with his hand, the perfect amount of friction working my foreskin up over the crown of my head, the lotion and precum making for a nice and easy glide. I opened my eyes to see Kitten staring at me intently, anticipating my orgasm.
