“Where everyone can see it,” Parker agrees, dragging my knuckles across his lips.
I nod again. I honestly haven't put much thought into where the mark would go. Most wolves wear their mating mark somewhere on their shoulders. Occasionally you will see someone with a mark higher up on their necks and I have heard stories about marks being placed on breasts or inner thighs. I don't have a preference, not really.
“I really don't want this to hurt, baby,” Drew says, tilting his hips to press and rub himself against me.
Bringing my knees up, I spread myself wide for him. “It's okay, Drew. Just do it.”
He leans down, kissing me again until I'm breathless with it. “Do you want it slow, or all at once?”
I can't answer that. I can't weigh those options. “Both.”
He smiles. “Both.” Then he reaches between us and lines up his thick head with my entrance.
He starts to push his way inside, stretching and filling me, and my fingers unconsciously tighten around Parker's. He's immediately there with me, kissing my temple, stroking my hair.
“We've never done this before, either,” Drew says. His brows are pinched together, sweat beading on his forehead.
I close my eyes as he thrusts a little deeper. He's much bigger than any toy I've used. “What?”
“Been someone's first,” Parker answers. “This is so important.”
I don't know what difference it would make to them, but he said it's important and I believe him. My other hand goes to Drew's back, just behind his hip, trailing my fingers against his skin as he pushes just a little deeper. He turns to exchange one quick look with Parker, then he turns my head toward Parker. Parker's lips cover mine again, licking and sucking my lips and tongue, taking my focus from the intense stinging stretch. I moan into his mouth, overwhelmed by the joint sensations, and Drew takes that moment to thrust his hips forward, seating himself completely inside me.
Any thin barrier I would have had is long gone, but he's gone deeper than I've ever felt and I can't feel anything else but the burning stretch. It feels like there isn't even room inside me for oxygen and I can't catch my breath.
“It's okay, baby,” Drew rasps. “We've got you.”
Parker's poor bottom lip is caught between my teeth and I release it slowly, licking against the hurt. “Sorry,” I whisper.
He kisses me again. “Don't be sorry.” Another kiss. “You still have to be knotted, and I'm tough.”
I smile, intending to pull him in for more kisses, but Drew starts to drag his length from me and my eyes travel down to his chest pressed so tightly against me. “Let me see,” I tell him. “I want to watch.”
“Fuck,” he mutters thickly, but he lifts off of me enough to allow me to watch him pull out all but the tip of him before slowly thrusting back inside. It doesn't seem possible, but, inch by inch, he disappears until I can feel his heavy balls against me.
“Fuck,” I repeat, just as strained.
“I wish you would,” Parker says and Drew snorts a laugh.
“I'm trying to be easy.” He rocks his hips, pulling a groan from me.
Goddess, he's so deep. I keep waiting to get used to his size, but I don't know if I ever will. “Don't be easy,” I pant, but glance up at him through my lashes. “Don't be rough, either.”
“I won't be rough until you beg me for it,” he growls and takes my mouth with more drowning kisses as he starts to thrust in earnest.
He doesn't go too fast, but he strokes his full length into me every single time. The relentless, steady drag of his body pushing inside of mine and the aching retreat makes my eyes roll back. Every agonized sound that escapes from him makes me burn hotter, climb higher. Then, between one guttural moan and the next, I am unexpectedly flying apart.
“There you go, beautiful,” Parker croons, squeezing my hand. “It feels so good, doesn't it?”
Drew doesn't exactly roar, but the sound that rips out of him when my orgasm washes between us is much more than a growl. The force of that rough sound and the way he suddenly feels so much thicker as I pulse and clench around him causes every nerve in my system to short circuit.
Now, my wolf urges, rushing to the surface, not to take over but to be present in this moment with me.Give him everything now.
A maddening flood of centuries and generations of instinct surges through me and I throw my head back, offering Drew every bit of vulnerability and submission I possess. He growls low and satisfied as he nuzzles the juncture of my neck and shoulder. His hips drive forward, insistently, stretching me impossibly, more and more, forcing his knot past my entrance and deeper. Just when I think I'm either going to pass out or scream from both the pleasure and the pain of it, I feel a sharp pressure on the meat of my hand. My eyes flutter openand all I can see is Parker's eyes staring into mine from a few inches away. His teeth are set into the flesh of my palm, not breaking the skin, just a deep, constant pressure that counters the overwhelming feeling of Drew working his knot into me. I'm going to kiss him as soon as this is over. A hundred, million kisses.
The moment Drew's knot sinks into that perfect place inside me, he sinks his teeth into me. Deeply. It hurts and my eyes water with it, but then I feel it crawling from him to me, me to him, weaving us together, and pleasure explodes anew. It crashes into both of us hard and he jerks against me, his jaws tightening to keep his hold on my flesh. All I can do is scream and let wave after wave take me. It's both of us. His release rushes into me hotly, flooding me with every pulse and throb, and I can actually feel it filling me up as I claw at his back and across the side of his torso.
His jaw clenches one last time before he releases his hold and the ache is immediate. My first thought is to reach up and cover the wound with my hand because he bit me so deeply and covered so much of my shoulder that I might bleed out. A sense of satisfaction rolls through me that isn't my own and I open my eyes to find him grinning down at me with my blood staining his lips and chin. I'd be alarmed except I think it's beautiful. His head dips back down and his tongue is soothing that ache and then I'm floating.
