Page 51 of Body Check


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Luca nodded. His hand found my good one, squeezing hard enough to hurt.

"I’m right here," I said. "The whole time."

"I know." Luca’s thumb traced circles over my knuckles—an old habit from stolen moments in equipment rooms and empty practice rinks. "That’s the only reason I can do this."

They walked through the curtain together.

The media room exploded with camera flashes.

I’d been to press conferences before—rookie introductions, post-game interviews, the standard circus. But this was different. Every seat was filled. Cameras lined the back wall. I recognized faces from ESPN, TSN, Sports Illustrated, The Athletic. National media, not just local beat reporters.

They knew something was coming.

Luca’s hand stayed in mine as we approached the podium. The PR director started to say something about seating arrangements, but Luca ignored him. He positioned himself at the microphone, pulled me close to his side, and kept our hands linked where everyone could see.

The room went silent.

"Thank you for coming," Luca said. His voice was steady despite the tremor I could feel running through his palm. "I have a statement to make, and then I’ll take questions."

He pulled a folded paper from his jacket pocket. He unfolded it with his free hand.

"My name is Luca Moretti," Luca began. "I’m thirty years old. I’ve been captain of the Chicago Storm for three years and played professional hockey for twelve. I’ve won a Norris Trophy,made three All-Star teams, and represented Team USA at the World Championships."

He paused. I felt the tremor in his hand intensify.

"And I’m gay."

The room erupted. Cameras flashed like lightning. Reporters surged forward. Someone dropped something that clattered against the floor.

Luca’s grip on my hand tightened to the point of pain.

"I’ve known since I was fourteen," Luca continued, his voice cutting through the noise. "I’ve been in the closet for sixteen years. I chose fear over authenticity every single day, and it nearly destroyed me."

My throat burned. I wanted to pull Luca into my arms, to shield him from the cameras and the questions and the judgment I could already see forming on some faces. But this was Luca’s moment. Luca’s choice. All I could do was stand beside him and squeeze back just as hard.

"I hid because I was terrified," Luca said. "Terrified of losing my career. My family. My team. Terrified of being seen as less-than, as weak, as something shameful." His voice cracked. "I built walls so high I forgot what it felt like to breathe."

He looked at me then—really looked at me, with cameras capturing every second.

"And then I met someone who reminded me what living actually means."

My vision blurred. My shoulder throbbed in time with my heartbeat.

"Theo Callahan is..." Luca’s voice broke. He stopped, swallowed, and tried again. "Theo is the bravest person I’ve ever met. He walked into this league as himself, without apology, without fear. He’s authentic in a way I’ve never been. And he saw through every wall I built and decided I was worth fighting for anyway."

A reporter in the front row was crying. I noticed peripherally, the way I noticed the heat of the stage lights and the weight of my sling and the fact that my heart was beating so fast I felt dizzy.

"I fell in love with him," Luca said simply. "And I hurt him because I was too afraid to admit it. I chose my career over his heart. I treated him like a secret I was ashamed of, when the truth is he’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me."

Luca turned to face me. The microphone picked up every word.

"I’m sorry," Luca said, his eyes wet. "I’m sorry for making you feel like you were something to hide. I’m sorry for every time I looked through you in public, every time I made you feel small. You deserved better. You deserved someone brave enough to love you out loud from the beginning."

I couldn't speak. My throat had closed completely.

"I don't know what happens next," Luca continued, speaking to the room again but still holding my gaze. "I don't know if this will cost me endorsements or opportunities or relationships with people I care about. But I know I can't live in that closet anymore. I know I can't pretend to be someone I’m not. And I know that if I lose everything else but get to keep him, it’s worth it."

He finally looked back at the cameras.