Page 179 of The First Sin


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Then he just says, even and low, “Get your shoes.”

He’s done playing. We’re wasting time.

Ever escorts me back inside without a word. Silent and grounding, as always. Shiloh hovers close when I come back out in heels, too charming and too smooth for any of this to feel normal, but there’s a tension in him tonight that no smile can hide. The men move like a unit around me. Even when one of them isn’t touching me, the others are there—a brush of fingers at the small of my back, a gust of breath near my temple, a hand waiting at my elbow.

This, I think as we walk, is what “claimed” looks like in their world.

Hot night air does nothing against the charge of their presence. My skin warms despite the sickness in my gut.

We don’t use the bar entrance of Noir, nor the paneled entrance that led below the first time.

Instead they take me outside, around to the annex attached to the main building where a trick of the lighthides a secondary door so well I would never have found it on my own. Once Nash shows it to me, though, it becomes impossible to miss.

The sounds change with every stone step we take downward. Lower bass. Murmured deals. The clack of chips. Laughter with teeth in it.

I’ve seen parts of Noir Night already. Enough to know it isn’t a fantasy. Enough to know all the cages and card tables and curtained rooms are all very real.

But this entrance is different. This is not the curious, illicit descent of a girl sneaking in through a side door with a friend and a bad plan.

This is processional. Beautiful. Dangerous in a very different way.

The stairs open onto the main floor where the lighting is warmer and the shadows are deeper than memory. It’s more crowded tonight. Richer. More dangerous.

Every eye in the room turns.

Patrons pack the space, already drinking, already gambling, already watching one another with the gleaming appetite of predators who know there is no law below ground but the kind men like Nash enforce. And the men I’m starting to fall for—God help me—are part of the ecosystem. Native to it. Feared in it. Beautiful in it in the way venomous things often are.

They own this world and move through it accordingly.

My stomach twists, dripping heat and dread in equal measure, and Nash is there at my side with his hand firm on my lower back. His fingers are warning and claim both.

“Smile,” he says under his breath. “Don’t talk unless I tell you.”

Then he maneuvers me into position like a hostess. Like an asset. Like bait.

The realization makes my pulse leap, but I don’t fight him. Not outwardly.

This is their world, and I will absolutely listen to direction if it means I survive the night.

Shiloh and Ever fan out around him at once, their masks already in place. They know where to go, who to greet, which tables matter, who needs to be warmed up and who already belongs to them.

Servers slide through the room in black on black, easy to overlook by design.

I’m the only bright thing in motion.

A splash of blood on snow.

Exactly the way Nash intended. And I don’t hate him for handing me the red dress anymore. There’s power in his act. I just couldn’t see it.

This place isn’t what I expected it to be, and somehow it’s everything I feared it would be. The gaming tables sit beneath low ceilings that make the underground spacefeel close and pressurized, but the furnishings are lush. Plush seating. Black lacquer. Crystal. Gold-edged cards. Every corner whispers money and vice in equal measure.

Private doors branch off into the more secluded rooms where higher-paying patrons can indulge whatever version of depravity they prefer.

Somewhere nearby, a woman laughs. The sound is noxious and acidic. It scrapes at the back of my teeth.

Nash keeps his hand on me, and with everyone watching, I lean into the contact before I can stop myself. He doesn’t shy from it. If anything, his palm presses more firmly against my back, and when our eyes lock for one charged second, there’s something in his I haven’t seen before.

Something more dangerous than tenderness.