I kept runnin’ it back in my head, thinkin’ about how that day went, how them niggas came in my shop playin’, how everything escalated, and how it all ended with me standin’ over bodies and my whole life changin’ in one moment. Then to find out thenigga who got his hands on footage that could help me was just sittin’ on it like it was a game… that shit made my chest burn.
And it ain’t help that his own son was the same nigga who shot my pops outside that courthouse.
That part kept replayin’ the most.
I still saw it clear as day, my father droppin’ in front of me, blood on him, people screamin’, and me standin’ there ready to tear the world down but not able to stop what already happened. That shit don’t leave you. It sit in you, and it come back at random times, especially when you try to lay down and close your eyes.
Pops was still here, still breathin’, and he even showed up to court not too long ago in a damn wheelchair, and I respected it, but I ain’t like seein’ him like that. I ain’t like knowin’ it could’ve went different, and I damn sure ain’t like knowin’ the same bloodline that pulled that trigger was tied to the nigga playin’ with my case.
But see…Renza handled that situation with a quickness, and I couldn’t lie, that part gave me a lil’ peace, knowin’ that nigga wasn’t gon’ get to keep breathin’ after what he did. Still, that ain’t erase the bigger picture. That ain’t fix the fact that I was sittin’ here dealin’ with a crooked system while somebody on the inside was movin’ funny. And the craziest part was, I ain’t even say shit to my lawyer about it.
I could’ve, but I ain’t.
At this point, I trusted my family more than anybody in a suit or behind a desk. Too much slick shit had already happened, and I wasn’t about to show my hand too early. Renza and Kelli was already on it, and I knew how they moved. They wasn’t the type to let shit slide, and right now, that was enough for me.
Still, that ain’t mean my mind was quiet.
These past few days had been different for me. I had been in my head more than usual, up late, barely sleepin’, and when Idid drift off, I woke up in the middle of the night feelin’ off, like somethin’ was wrong even when everything was still.
Toni felt that shit…
She ain’t press me about it or keep askin’ me what was goin’ on. She just stayed there with me through it. When I woke up trippin’, she pulled me in, held me tight, kissed on my face and talked to me low until I calmed down. She ran her fingers through my hair, rubbed on my chest, and kept me grounded without sayin’ too much.
She knew me too well to force it. Instead, she just loved on me harder.
She been cookin’ for me, cleanin’ up behind us even though we ain’t have to lift a finger if we ain’t want to, and she had been takin’ care of me in a way that made me feel that shit deep. She ran my baths, sittin’ behind me and washin’ me herself, then rubbin’ me down after like I was the only one that mattered to her.
And when it came to that bed…
She ain’t let up.
Toni had been lovin’ on a nigga good, puttin’ that pussy on me, and this mornin’ wasn’t no different.
I had to be in court in two hours, but that ain’t mean shit the way she was sittin’ on me right now, straddlin’ me with her thighs locked around my waist and her arms wrapped tight around my neck. I was sittin’ up in the bed with my hands spread across her back, holdin’ her tight while my mouth stayed busy on her neck, suckin’, kissin’ and draggin’ my tongue over her skin while she moved on me.
Her titties was pressed into my chest, soft and heavy, rubbin’ against me every time she rolled her hips, and the way she was grindin’ down had my dick sittin’ deep inside her, stretched out and throbbin’.
“Mmmhhhmm…” I let out against her skin while she kept draggin’ that wet ass pussy over me, makin’ sure I felt all of her.
“You okay, baby?” she moaned, droppin’ her weight on me and pushin’ me deeper inside her.
“Fuck, yeah…” I groaned low, my voice rough while my nails pressed into her back, holdin’ her tighter. “Don’t stop… keep that shit right there…”
She listened.
Her hips started movin’ more now, grindin’ harder, wetter, and every time she rolled forward, I felt that heat wrap around me and pull me deeper.
“Yeah… that’s it,” I muttered into her neck, slidin’ one hand down to her ass and squeezin’ it in my palm. “Put that pussy on me, baby… don’t play with me… yeah, just like that.”
She held on to me tighter, her body movin’ against mine in that same slow, nasty rhythm, and I felt her get wetter the longer she stayed on me.
The way Toni was ridin’ and lovin’ on me right now, let me know this shit wasn’t just sex.
Everything on my mind, all the pressure and all that shit I been carryin’… she was pullin’ it outta me with every move she made. The way she held me, the way she kept her body pressed into mine, it grounded me like nothin’ else could.
She finally leaned back just enough to look at me, her eyes heavy with love and her lips parted. “I love you, Kay’Lo.”
I slid my hand up to her neck and gripped it just enough to hold her still while I looked back at her. “Say it again.”
