“You okay?” she asked, her voice softer now, like she was startin’ to feel the difference.
I let out a light breath and leaned my head into the side of her neck for a second, restin’ my lips there while I closed my eyes just long enough to center myself.
“I’m straight,” I replied.
She studied me for a second, her hand still restin’ on my dick. “You sure?” she asked.
I ain’t answer that right away. Instead, my hand dropped down to her stomach, spreadin’ over her belly slow, feelin’ the warmth of her skin under my palm, and right then I felt a small push against my hand.
I stilled for a second, then pressed my hand a lil’ firmer over that spot, followin’ it when My’Love moved again, and somethin’ in me shifted.
Toni watched me, her eyes searchin’ my face while my attention stayed with my daughter.
“Is that all you care about… My’Love?” she asked after a second, and her voice carried more than the words did.
I looked down at her for a second. “Why you sayin’ that?” I asked low.
She shrugged a lil’. “I don’t know… just feel like you mad at me.”
I held her gaze for a second longer, then leaned down and pressed my lips to her temple, keepin’ it there just long enough to settle her without sayin’ too much.
“Baby… I just want you to get some rest,” I murmured.
I knew she wasn’t fully satisfied with that, and I could feel it, but she ain’t push it either.
“I’mma take a quick shower,” I added low.
She ain’t wanna let me go, and I could feel it in the way her hands lingered on me, but after a second, she eased up and let me pull back.
I straightened up and stepped away from the bed, then turned and walked into the bathroom, flickin’ the light on before I started the water.
I stripped out my clothes without rushin’, lettin’ them fall where they landed before I stepped into the shower and let the water hit me. It ran down over my shoulders and my chest. Istood there for a minute with my head tilted forward, lettin’ it run while my mind stayed quieter than it had been all night.
After I got out, I dried off and walked into the closet, grabbin’ a pair of designer briefs from the drawer before I pulled on some grey sweatpants and slid into some socks.
I went back into the room shirtless, cuttin’ off the light as I moved. As soon as I climbed into the bed, Toni was on me.
She shifted close without hesitatin’. She laid her head on my chest, her hand movin’ slow over my abs, her touch soft but constant.
The room was dark, but I could feel everything.
Her lips pressed against my chest, kissin’ over me in slow movements while her fingers traced over my skin. I stared up at the ceilin’, my eyes open while I let her do it.
My hand dropped to her stomach, rubbin’ over her belly slow, feelin’ the warmth of her skin under my palm while she settled against me more.
Neither of us said shit.
She just kept kissin’ me, and I kept my hand movin’ over her, lettin’ the moment sit the way it was without tryna force it into somethin’ else.
After a while, her movements slowed, her head sinkin’ heavier against my chest while her breath evened out, and I could feel her driftin’ off.
I stayed right here with her, my hand still on her stomach, rubbin’ over her like I needed to feel that she was right here, and that her and my baby was straight.
The room stayed quiet, and eventually my body started givin’ in to the weight of everything that had been sittin’ on me all day while I lay here with my wife wrapped against me.
And eventually… I let my eyes close too.
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