Page 85 of Ruthless Mercy


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He arched, every line of his body taut, trapped between pain and pleasure and the raw, trembling need to surrender just a little more. For me. For himself. For the chance to remember what it felt like to be wanted without compromise.

I let the ice melt, let the sensation burn its memory into his skin, and bent to kiss the trail of cold water I’d left behind—tasting him, worshipping him, making a promise with every touch.

Heat pooled low in my gut, the tightness of my own clothes suddenly too much—confining, stifling. I straightened and began to undress, but never took my eyes off Cal. He watched, breathing still ragged, as I slipped free of my suit jacket, tossing it over the arm of a chair with deliberate care. My shirt followed, every button undone slow enough for the tension to build between us, the soft scrape of fabric the only sound besides our breathing.

The air was cool against my skin. Cal’s gaze roamed my chest—hungry, covetous, matching every beat of my own need. I reached for my belt next, drawing it free in a slow, smooth motion. The leather made a whispering sound as it slid through the loops, a subtle threat in the quiet room.

I doubled the belt in my hand, testing its weight, letting him see how easily I could turn an ordinary object into a promise.

“Colour?” I asked, giving him one last chance.

“Green.” His voice was barely a whisper. “You’re going to have to try harder than that to break me.”

My mouth curled with pride. “That’s the idea.”

I let the cool leather drag across his chest, leaving a faint red trail in its wake. Over his nipples, already sensitive from the ice, down his ribs, across his stomach. The anticipation had him straining against the restraints, jaw set in stubborn refusal to beg, even as his body trembled.

I swung the belt—never hard enough to bruise, just enough for the bite to sting and linger, a line of sensation over his thigh, the side of his hip, across the tops of his thighs where his skin was hottest. Each stroke was followed by my palm, warm and soothing, grounding him, never letting pain outweigh pleasure.

His breath came faster, but he bit back any sound that might be mistaken for surrender. I leaned in, my lips brushing his ear. “You want to beg. I can see it in the way you move. In the way your cock is leaking for me.”

He glared at me, defiant even now. “You’ll have to do more than that.”

I grinned, tracing the belt up his stomach again, letting the leather linger at the edge of his briefs. “I’m patient. I could spend all night learning exactly how much you can take.”

I brought the belt down one more time—over his inner thigh, a shiver racing up his body. He bit his lip, refusing to give in, and that just made me want him more.

“Stubborn bastard,” I murmured, admiration rough in my voice. “I like a challenge.”

He stared up at me, pupils blown wide, body strung tight between torment and desire. “Then stop talking,” he rasped, “and keep trying.”

My hands gentled, stroking over the reddened marks I’d left, thumbs soothing, mouth following with kisses that were half-apology, half-promise. I pressed my forehead to his, letting him feel my own ragged breathing.

“I’m not finished with you yet,” I whispered. “Not even close.”

I stepped back, letting the hunger in his eyes rake over me. My hands went to my own waistband, fingers sliding over the skin of my hips, dragging my trousers down slow. I wanted him to see—wanted him toachefor it. First the button, then the zipper, every movement deliberate.

I let my trousers pool at my feet, stepped out of them. Then I hooked my thumbs into the waistband of my briefs and paused, letting the tension grow. Cal’s eyes dropped, mouth parted, chest rising and falling in shallow, desperate breaths.

I slid my pants down just enough to tease, revealing the thick outline of my cock straining against the black cotton, the swell of arousal impossible to hide. I knew exactly what I was doing, and so did he. I watched his jaw clench, watched the twitch in his thighs as he tried not to grind down into the seat.

“Like what you see?” I taunted, voice low, silk-wrapped steel.

He didn’t answer, but his eyes told me everything. I grinned and reached for the small bottle of oil on the side table. Unscrewed the lid. Poured a thin, glistening stream into my palm. The scent was faintly spicy—cinnamon and sandalwood, a private blend that always made me think of power and intent.

I locked my gaze with his and let the first slick handful pour across my chest, cold against flushed skin. I massaged it in, palms gliding over my pecs, down my abs, across every defined ridge and hollow. I was methodical, worshipping my own body the way I wanted to worship his—rolling my shoulders, flexing each muscle for him, letting the firelight catch the shine on my skin.

Another handful, and I spread the oil lower, over the cut of my hips, tracing the deep V that disappeared beneath my briefs. I let my fingers slip under the waistband, rubbing oil along the thick line of my cock, cupping myself so he could see just how hard I was for him.

“Pay attention,” I murmured, voice barely more than a growl. “This is for you.”

I dragged my oiled hands down my thighs, up over my stomach again, fingers pausing to rub circles over my nipples, pinching until I gasped. I let him watch every reaction—every slow grind of my hips, every tightening of my jaw. My cock strained, the outline obscene, and I pressed the heel of my palm down, letting out a rough, satisfied sound.

“Wish you could touch?” I taunted, never breaking eye contact. “Wish you could wrap those clever hands around me and see if you could make me beg first?”

He swallowed hard, tongue darting out to wet his lips. He was straining in the chair, wrists twisting in the cuffs, entire body a silent plea for release.

I reached for the oil again, poured more into my palm and dripped it over my lower belly, letting it run down and soak the black cotton. My hand followed the path, massaging myself through the fabric, squeezing the thick length of my cock, slow and steady. I rolled my hips, letting the pressure build, letting him see just how much I was enjoying the power, the show, the knowledge that every second was driving him closer to the edge.