Page 174 of Ruthless Mercy


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“You're a monster,” Cal said.

“I'm pragmatic.” Pemberton leaned back in his chair. “The investigator should understand. You spent years hunting corruption. Building cases. Gathering evidence. All that effort just to prove what you already knew was true. Wouldn't it have been more efficient to simply remove the problem? One bullet. One accident. One convenient disappearance. Instead you wasted time on procedure that protects criminals as much as victims.”

“Procedure protects everyone,” Cal said. “Including from men like you.”

“Procedure protects no one.” Harrow's voice cut through. “You know that better than anyone, Cal. Because following the rules meant the guilty walked while the righteous paid the price. Don't pretend you believe in procedure when you've seen it fail everyone who matters.”

Cal's expression stayed neutral, but I saw the way his hands tightened. The memory of James's death still raw despite three years of scar tissue.

“I never killed anyone to fix the system,” Cal said quietly. “That's the difference between us.”

“No. You just allied with Adrian instead.” Harrow's smile was cruel. “Let him do your killing for you. Let him operate outside every law you claim to respect. Tell me, Cal—how many people has Adrian disappeared? How many bodies buried in service of his particular brand of justice? And you work with him anyway because he's useful. Because the outcomes justify the methods.”

“Adrian doesn't pretend to be a judge,” I said. “Doesn't corrupt the law from the inside while claiming he's protecting it.”

“Doesn't he?” Pemberton's voice dripped condescension. “The Sentinel Network. That delightful little organisation that decides who lives and who dies without bothering with trials or evidence or any of the tedious safeguards civilised society pretends to value. You're working for them now, aren't you? Both of you. Trading one corrupt system for another. The only difference is you like their corruption better.”

“The difference is transparency,” Cal said flatly. “Adrian doesn't sit on a bench and pervert justice from the inside. He doesn't use the law as camouflage. Everyone knows what he is. You two wore authority like costumes while rotting the system from within. That's not the same thing.”

“Semantics,” Pemberton dismissed. “You're all just varying shades of vigilante. The only question is whether you're honest about it.”

Harrow moved closer to Cal. Close enough that I tensed, ready to intervene if necessary. But Harrow just looked at him with something that might have been respect under different circumstances.

“You came to my house,” Harrow said quietly. “Let me fuck you. Played submissive while cataloguing everything you needed to destroy me. That took courage. Or desperation. I haven't decided which.”

“Both,” Cal said flatly. “I did what was necessary to expose you.”

“And you think that makes you better than me? You used your body as a tool. Lied with every breath while I was inside you. We're more alike than you want to admit, Cal. Both willing to do whatever it takes.” Harrow said.

“I didn't kill anyone,” Cal repeated. “That's not semantics. That's everything.”

“Yet.” Harrow's gaze held certainty. “You haven't killed anyone yet. But give it time. Give it one more case whereprocedure fails. One more person you love dying because the system protected their murderer. Then we'll see how pure your principles remain.”

“Is that what happened to you?” I asked. Couldn't help it. “You started with good intentions and just—what? Forgot where the line was?”

“There is no line,” Pemberton said. “That's what children believe. That morality has clear boundaries. Clean edges. The truth is far messier. The truth is power defines morality. Always has. Those who have it decide what's acceptable. Those who don't simply endure whatever rules the powerful create.”

“Spoken like someone who's never been powerless,” Cal said.

“Oh, I've been powerless.” Harrow's voice went cold. “You know that story. What the system did to my mother. What I became because of it.”

“I heard a justification,” Cal corrected. “Trauma doesn't excuse corruption. It explains it. But explanation isn't absolution.”

“I'm not asking for absolution.” Harrow's arrogance cracked slightly. Just for a moment. “I'm asking you to understand that I didn't start as a monster. I became one because the alternative was letting more people die while good men did nothing.”

“Except you didn't stop at protecting people,” I said. “You protected Pemberton's network. Buried cases for money and influence. Killed my sister to keep his machine running. That's not justice. That's just murder with paperwork.”

“Your sister—” Harrow stopped. Something flickered in his expression. “I tried to save her. You have to understand that. I went to Pemberton. Told him we could contain the situation without violence. That we could discredit her testimony, bury her evidence, make her look unreliable. He wouldn't listen.”

“Because unlike you, I understand decisive action,” Pemberton said. “The woman had photographs.Documentation. Evidence that would have exposed fifteen years of careful construction. Discrediting her would have drawn more attention. Created more investigation. The clean solution was permanent removal.”

He said it like it was obvious. Like murder was just the logical conclusion.

“And Ethan?” I asked. “Lily's husband? You framed him. Sent him to prison for three years for a crime he didn't commit.”

“That was Elliot's idea, actually,” Pemberton said, gesturing vaguely at Harrow. “Rather clever, really. The husband is always the first suspect. We simply ensured the evidence pointed the correct direction. Sealed the case before anyone could ask uncomfortable questions.”

Harrow's hands clenched. “I told myself it was temporary. That once things settled, I'd find a way to get him released. Quietly. Without drawing attention.”