What if I lose you again?…
“Mercury, listen to me. In the past, I’ve always been ‘all or nothing’ when it comes to the Lithium, but that’s not what I’m doing this time. I know I need them and I’ll never cut them out fully, so I skip some pills every few days and it’s crazy how much better I feel already. I’m finally starting to feel like myself again!”
“And you really think there will be no repercussions to this?”
“I know my own body, Dawson,” he said firmly, releasing my cheeks.
“Why hide it from me? You promised you wouldn’t lie to me about your health again, that you’d keep me in the loop.”
“I didn’t mean to hide it. I swear I was going to tell you once I knew if this staggering thing would level me out or not. I actually planned to tell you on the way out to your parents’ place on Monday.”
I wanted to believe that he was right. It seemed like he’d put actual thought into it and it wasn’t just a rash decision. And he was still taking the pills, which had to be better than nothing. I willed the anxiety brewing in my chest to go down.
“And you really think this is helping?” I asked cautiously.
Theo came towards me again and sank to his knees, staring up at me with a hunger that I had secretly worried I’d never see again. He brushed the backs of his fingers over my jean-clad cock and it twitched violently at the gentle contact.
“Let me prove it to you,” he purred, holding my gaze as he freed my length and began to stroke it slowly. “You don’t know how much it killed me to turn you down, to not be able to give you this. I would have given anything to bring back that fire you set off under my skin, the one that burns me up inside and makes me want to ravage your entire body until you’re completely drained.”
“Oh fuck, Theo,” I gasped as he brought me to full hardness, my tip pearling with pre-cum. His tongue darted out to lap at my slit and I cursed, grasping his shoulders tightly to keep from crumbling to the floor.
“Jesus, I missed how good you taste,” he crooned, running the flat of his tongue up the underside of my cock. “Tell me this is okay, baby. Tell me you want this as badly as I do.”
All I could manage was a frantic nod before he took me to the back of his throat, drawing a loud cry from my lips. Theo workedme over zealously, worshipping my cock with an enthusiasm that brought me to the brink too quickly. My body tightened and shook with my impending orgasm, but Theo pulled off and yanked me to the carpet, pinning me beneath his weight.
He tore his towel away and shoved my shirt up to my armpits. The image of his naked body against my mostly clothed one was strangely erotic, and when he began to grind his velvet length against mine, the stimulation was almost too much to handle.
“I need us to come together,” Theo grunted.
He leaned down and let a string of spit fall on my dark red head, then took both our cocks together in his fist. A gravelly moan poured from my throat as he started jacking us off in a frenzied tempo, my hips thrusting into his grip uncontrollably. His groans were buried in my neck and his filthy words seeped into my skin. I wanted him imprinted on my flesh, on my bones, on my fucking soul that was branded with his name.
I clawed at his back desperately, canting my pelvis up to meet his as he drove us closer to the edge. Theo latched onto my neck and sucked a bruise into the tender flesh, setting off my release. I came on a gutturalshout, jets of cum shooting across my abdomen and even hitting me under my chin. Pure pleasure infused my veins, an elysian bliss that whited out my vision and devastated my senses.
Theo cried out my name as his orgasm overtook him and I felt the warm splash of his cum joining mine. He kept milking our cocks together and the stimulation bordered on pain, but I never wanted it to end. I didn’t realize how badly I’d needed this connection to him until hot tears slid down the side of my temple.
When Theo raised his head, he kissed the tears away and his soft lips skimmed my face in sweet caresses. He kissed apologies on my eyelids and declarations of love on my cheeks. We justlaid there on the floor, our bodies fused with the drying cum and cooling sweat, but neither of us moved. I didn’t care if the world burned around us. I was exactly where I wanted to be.
But as my high faded, the worry swept back in. As much as I wanted to trust that Theo had a handle on his disorder, my gut fizzled with nerves and an undeniable sense of dread. The danger was in waiting to see what would happen as we stood on shifting sands.
Chapter 34
Dawson
The world rocked beneath me and I was engulfed in the most incredible heat, ecstasy sweeping through me from head to toe. I was floating in that fuzzy place just before sleep faded away and I fought against it, not ready to give up the dizzying pleasure it brought me. My chest vibrated with a deep groan as the delicious sensations spiked in my groin.
“Shh, baby…let me use your body to get us both off. Good boy…just take it.”
Awareness crept back in as I registered the sultry voice and the heavy weight on my thighs. I peered through blurry slits, a puzzle of light and shapes coming together in the sexiest sight imaginable.
I was incapable of speech as I watched Theo ride me, his hips rolling in a seductive rhythm that made my mouth water. I clung to his waist and tried to urge him to move faster, but he snatched my hands and pinned them above my head, content to keep torturing me with the slow, sensuous tempo.
“You have no idea how tempting you are…how much I want you. Mmm,fuck…I love how thick you are inside me.”
His channel squeezed my dick from the inside and a desperate moan slipped out as electricity zapped through me.Theo’s raspy chuckle made me shudder all over as he did it again, pulling another helpless noise from my lips.
“Oh, you like that, huh? Do you like being my beautiful little fucktoy? This perfect cock was made for me, wasn’t it? All that hot cum in there is only for me…you don’t shoot that anywhere except deep in my ass or all over my body.”
His dirty talk was my undoing and I used every bit of my strength to shove up and flip him underneath me. He let out a sharp cry as I drove into him, my arms bracketing his head as I set a steady pace. His pupils swallowed the blue irises as I held his gaze, thrusting slow and deep into his tight body.
