“Just because we did it once does not mean we have to do it now. We can stop right here,” I whisper, leaning down to kiss her, my thumb brushing along her cheek.
Her arms come around my neck, pulling me closer. Her taste and touch drive me crazy, and I can’t help but be selfish and hope she allows me to fuck her.
I can be gentle with her, making sure she’s okay.
I just need to be inside her…
… but only if she wants this too.
“I missed you. I thought about it so many times. I want you, Joshua,” she whispers.
Thank fuck.
God, I missed her and her tight pussy too.
“Lift your pretty hips for me,” I instruct, reaching for a cushion to place beneath her, and she obliges.
I gently tug her closer by her calves, squeezing her beautiful softness. I lean back down to kiss her deeply, the head of my cock positioned at her entrance. She is so fucking wet, I slip right in, but I only push slowly, wanting to give her time to adjust to me. The sensation makes both of us gasp in a delicious form of torture, and I only halt when I am fully seated inside.
This is home
This is where I fucking belong.
“I love being yours,” she murmurs, prompting me to trail kisses up her neck.
“You have all of me,” I whisper into her ear, followed by a gentle lick that makes her shiver.
I kiss her again while I pull out slowly and push back in, enjoying every inch, moaning through our locked lips, massaging her breasts.
She is so wet, taking me inch by inch and moaning, seemingly enjoying it as much as I do. I push in a little deeper, and she whimpers.
“Does it still hurt?” I ask, needing to make sure I’m not causing any pain.
“No, it’s just… it feels so good,” she whispers, her eyelids fluttering closed.
I keep a deep and unhurried rhythm, teasing her and myself at the same time. Drawing her hips closer, I grind into her, sinking until there is no room between us. Her breath catches as her eyes snap at me, and she releases a breathy “Fuck.”
Leaning down, I nibble on her bottom lip, then grasp her wrists, guiding them above her head, making her arch her back and push out her tits. With a groan, I grind into her tantalizingly slow, making sure my pelvis rubs her clit while peppering the side of her face with kisses.
“I could lose myself in you. God, you’re so tight, Carolina. Such a beautiful pussy. All mine,” I tell her, leaning in to kiss her again.
But too soon, she breaks away from our kiss, gasping for breath.
One of my hands keeps her wrists pinned above her head while the other explores her beautiful body. My fingers trail over her soft skin, marveling at the goose bumps that mix with the slight sheen of sweat. I tease her nipple, venturing further down, my thumb locating her clit and circling it, even as I maintain my deep rhythm.
“Joshua,” she breathes out, her eyes pleading with me to give her what she needs.
“I know, shh… I know,” I soothe, applying slightly more pressure with my thumb. Carolina closes her eyes, letting her head tilt back. “No, Carolina, keep those beautiful eyes open. Look at me. I want to see your eyes when I make you come.”
Her eyes snap open, her gaze finding mine, and I pinch her clit at the same time as I thrust inside her. She shatters around me, squeezing me hard. I try to thrust a few more times, but her pussy holds me in a chokehold, and all I can do is come with a low grunt and a growl, my teeth clenching.
“Holy shit,” I murmur, resting my forehead against hers and releasing her wrists, tremors running through me.
She takes my head in her hands and pulls my lips to hers, kissing me deeply. “Happy New Year,” she whispers.
I let my forehead fall to hers and huff out a laugh. “Happy New Year, my Carolina.”
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