I swallowed hard."What changed?"
He sighed."My brothers convinced me I was an idiot."
I tipped my head to the side."Isn't that how they always talk to you?"
He chuckled."Sorry, I meant that I was an idiot when it came to you.They encouraged me to make a move.To stop denying myself what I want.I thought I could avoid you and get you out of my system.But that clearly hasn't worked."
That was the reason he'd stood me up in high school.As nice as his words were today, I couldn't help but think that it was possible he'd retreat at some point.He'd realize that we were too different.Or that cardigans and reading glasses were boring, not sexy."You really find my reading glasses sexy?"
"Fuck yes.Have you seen yourself when you're reading to those kids?"He tugged on my cardigan."Color coordinating cardigan, cute glasses, and I'm gone for you."
"That's not something people usually say."
"What?That you're sexy?"
"Cardigans and glasses are nerdy."Not that I'd ever cared.
"Then those guys don't know what they're talking about.I want you."He took my hand and pressed it against the front of his jeans where his dick was still hard.
"You want me to take care of that for you?"I bit my lip, considering getting on my knees right now and unzipping his jeans.
When I started to lower myself, he stopped me."Only if you wear your glasses when you do it."
My brows furrowed."But I don't need glasses to suck your cock."
He tipped his head back."I can't believe you just said that."
I pulled my glasses out of my pocket and slipped them on.It made things a little blurry, but I could work with it.This was a fantasy of his after all.I was starting to realize that it was a fantasy of mine too.One where a hot guy thought I was sexy.
It was hard to believe that everything I thought made me boring was something that got him hot.
I slid to my knees before he lifted his head, and his gaze settled on me.I had his zipper down and pulled his dick out of his briefs.My hand shook as I gripped the base of his dick.I'd never been this eager to suck someone before.
I was hot all over, and as much as I wanted him inside me, I wanted to live out this particular fantasy for him.I gripped the base of his cock and licked around the head before sucking him deep.
His hand rested in the strands of my hair as if he needed assurance that I was real.He didn't put any pressure on me.
Every muscle in his body was tense as if he was holding himself back from thrusting into my mouth.I'd never let a guy do that before, but I had a feeling I would if Maverick asked.
I alternated pumping the base and sucking as much of him as I could.I looked up at him from under my lashes, seeing the tenseness in his jaw, the heat in his eyes.
He thought I was sexy on my knees for him."I'm going to?—"
I nodded my understanding, sucking harder.I wanted to swallow.I wanted to be the woman he'd been imagining, even if she was slightly more adventurous than me.
He thrust into my mouth as he roared his release.His hand slapped the shelf above my head.I swallowed everything I could and licked him clean.Then I pulled back, tucking him into his briefs and standing.
"I can't believe you just did that."
My brows furrowed again."Isn't that what you wanted?"
He gathered me to him, and I wrapped my arms around his waist."It was everything."
He could have said a lot of things in that moment, but telling me that sucking him on my knees was everything to him was a little unbelievable.He nuzzled his nose in my hair."Reading glasses.Cardigan.And you on your knees for me.It's like a dream.I'm going to wake up and realize that none of this was real."
"Oh, it was real."
He squeezed me more tightly.
